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    For most games, Shane has a system. He takes his forfeits frequently enough, but not so often that anybody thinks about it. No captains, no rookies. Somber players who take the tradition seriously, don’t make a fuss; full lips, ideally, and enough experience to give a decent blow job. He always showers first and wears his walk-in suit. He tries to remember to offer a pillow because the tile is unforgiving on knees. Thanks, he says, at the end, when they’re both fully dressed again. Manners are still important. He likes to imagine that players whisper, Hollander, he’s not bad, he follows the rules, acts like a professional.

    But when it’s Boston, everybody knows that Hollander always picks Rozanov. And Rozanov always picks Hollander.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    When he spots her on the pool deck, her lips are stained as red as her swimsuit. Red like the popsicle she eats. Signed for with her dad’s club number at the pool shack, where they stock chips and popsicles and sodas for kids and rich teenagers with nothing to do on a Tuesday afternoon. She looks sweet, and he's going to ignore her until he can't anymore.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    "Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"

    "I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Even before he played his first NHL game, Ilya expected his career would involve bearing the brunt of some dislike. Hockey was entertainment, a spectacle; somebody had to play the heel. He didn’t mind that. He didn’t expect people to dislike Hollander.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Sometimes they’re curled up on the bed together afterwards and Shane runs his hands up and down Ilya’s body, rhythmic and smooth, touching just to touch. Ilya is stunning in the literal sense of the word: Shane is paralyzed by him, struck dumb. Desire may never be a problem here, but understanding is: Ilya feels distant and incomprehensible to Shane.

    A cross-section of Shane Hollander’s sex life.

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    05 Jun 2026