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  1. Summary

    This is my 2026 Kinktober entries, and they’ve all got Kazolai in them at least. Most of them are solely Kazolai, altho some of them have other relationships included as well. Everything will be tagged accordingly ofc 🥰

    Will contain 30 oneshots (and also the 3rd chapter of a 2025 Kinktober fic lol), mostly based on the quote unquote “official” Kinktober prompts, and w/ a notable, very large deviation from my typical comfort zone in writing smut (my personal goal was to expand my comfort zone mentally, and BOY DID I DO JUST THAT—!), so there’s that too lol 💙

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  2. Summary

    A sub-series within Merry Kinktober 2026 (Kazolai edition) that features master!Kaz x slave!Nikolai stories (basically, what it says on the tin 😊) [mostly because my premise for Day 4 followed easily into my premise for Day 5, and I figured, welp, might as well make Day 5 a sequel for Day 4 🥰]

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  3. Summary

    Just 10 Kazolai oneshots for when I don’t wanna work on my other shit. My ADHD is extremely fickle, y’all, so here you go lol

    Will include 10 stories w/ the following (planned) titles:
    >> and to keep you by my side, i would do anything (x done)
    >> don’t make me feel like that (don’t make me feel so nice)
    >> if i say i love you a hundred times, will you let me say it a hundred more? (x done)
    >> to be gay? or not to be gay? (that is the question)
    >> love me like one of your French girls
    >> being on the same page (of different books)
    >> my own actions, darling, are louder than anything you could give me
    >> if you don’t think i’m cool, then what’s the point?
    >> let me lay by your loving arms (and sleep until i see the stars) (x done)
    >> keep me safe (in your loving mouth) (x done)

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  4. Summary

    Kaz tells Wylan that he has haphephobia. Wylan helps him with exposure therapy in various ways; some effective, some not so much.

    Has 2 entries:
    >>> touch-and-go (although it’s more literal than it usually is) [Rating: T]
    >>> keep me in mind (and in your hand) [Rating: E]

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  5. Summary

    As the title suggests, I accidentally gave Kaz BPD, and then I just...continued to do so for several installments <3 This is very much a soup of BPD and CPTSD symptoms cooked on high for way too long, so make of that what you will.

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  1. Rec 45

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    “What’s on the agenda then?”
    “I should kill you.”
    “Naturally.”
    “But that would be such a waste.”
    “I agree,” Kaz keeps his expression neutral. “What else did you have in mind?”

    Nikolai is a serial killer, and Kaz tries his hand at being prey.

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    Chapters:
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    12 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished C49!! V excited to continue!!! (V well written as well, I'm a fan) (also their banter??? yes pls)

    also thisssss:
    K: “You’re bad at staying dead.”
    N: “I couldn’t stay dead, that would require me being dead in the first place. Something you failed to accomplish.”

    this is truly SO good and I want more of it and I want to also write it and omg i just love it
    (absolutely DYING at C4 rn, this is BEAUTIFUL, I am...in awe w/ how wonderfully this author Uses Words TM)
    (I am. Floored this is immaculate, my chest hurts how fun this is (also did I mention I’m incredibly excited to see where this might go??))

  2. Rec 1

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    Kaz Brekker’s foolproof museum heist goes entirely sideways when his prize's former owner—a 19th-century king miraculously preserved by magic—wakes up from a two-hundred-year nap. Now, Kaz is stuck with a living historical artifact who has a punchable smirk and absolutely nowhere to go in the 21st century.

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    07 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Might have to pick this up hmmmmm 👀 it’s intriguing to say the VERY least 💙 [some prose in the works 🥰]

  3. Rec 1

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    when nikolai shows up bruised and laughing it off, kaz finds himself doing something he swore he never would. in the quiet tension between them, softness slips through the cracks of kaz’s control, leaving him to question the one rule he’s always lived by.

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SUCH a good lil fic, I am properly inspired to try to write smthg myself that evokes a similar feeling to the one I got while reading this :)

  4. Rec 89

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    Someone has discovered Kaz's secret.


    Excerpt from chapter 34:

    Otherwise frozen in place, Wylan’s vision danced across the message before him. Despite being hewn in the muted grey-brown palette of natural charcoal (the type claimed from the burnt remains of a hearth or coal stove, rather than the darker compressed medium often favoured by artists of the higher-classes) on a coarse base of faded brown packaging paper, the portrait was expertly rendered. The hand of the artist skillfully capturing more than the subject’s features: a hint of avarice in the small, dark eyes set deeply beneath light, wispy brows; an air of conceit in the attitude of the short, snub nose slightly off-centre in a broad, doughy face; a pompous vanity to the fine, ash-coloured hair over-groomed into limp waves around a wide, rounded forehead. Features that Wylan realised with a start, formed an all-too familiar countenance.

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    Chapters:
    34/?
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    11 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished Chapter 34; v v v good v v v sad, superb writing, superb storytelling, big ol fan of this fic!

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    “How are you doing, Brekker?” Nina asked when Inej left, and the door finally shut with a soft click. Kaz didn’t bother to look up from his work, tiredly scratching through some form or another.

    “Polite of you to ask,” he muttered. Nina tilted her head, waiting for the sarcasm to come out full force. “You’re sweet to care, Zenik. I’m touched. Truly.”

    “I don’t care,” Nina said loftily, though her eyes were fixed on his face. She hesitated, a little unsure if she wanted to leave this untouched or not. It somehow felt dirty to keep it a secret, though. Nina didn’t need the details, but she also wanted Kaz to know she wasn’t trying to hide anything. Taking a long breath, she continued. “But the voice in the canal asked me to make sure you’re okay.”

    Or

    As Nina’s corpsewitch powers grow, the voices of the dead get stronger. Sometimes, it’s painful to hear them.

    Series
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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am LITERALLY SOBBING MY EYES OUT I LOVE THIS