FearofForgetting

a ms-paint style doodle of a tiny creature looking happily at a laptop



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  1. Summary

    various oneshots from my au where ray is a ghost.

    updates will be sporadic, but each part is considered “complete” and i wont have any cliffhangers. it’s recommended that you read this series in order.

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  2. Summary

    I will be trying to actually complete whumptober this year‼️❗️‼️❗️

    a lot of these will be posted unfinished :,3 i'll try to revisit some of them after october, though:D

    if you couldn't tell by the title of the series, ALL of the fics this month are going to be wtnv. it is like my very big special interest.

    i also give them (mostly cecil and kevin) weird pronouns, although it's not consistent throughout. if you'd like to see my master list it can be found either here on google docs or here on elipsus! in the notes of each individual fic i do say what pronouns i used for each character so no one gets confused.

    all the titles of the works are lyrics from this playlist! (it's in order as well!)

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  1. Rec 4

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    "...so keep your boots on, keep your guns close, and die with your mask on if you’ve got to – here is the traffic."

    "It's okay." G says. Ghoul blinks hard with eyes that suddenly sting with tears. He doesn’t really know when, exactly, he started crying.

    “It’ll be okay.” G says, as if that’s the problem here. As if things can ever, ever be okay again, when half of Ghoul’s family is dead. “They’ll wake up soon.”

    It takes a moment for Ghoul’s mind to catch up to that.

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    12 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 56

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    When My Chemical Romance move into the Paramour, they get a lot more than they bargained for. All they want to do is write an epic album, but Mikey is falling apart and Gerard isn't sure what to do about it—or about the fact that they're trapped inside the house with no escape from the increasingly strange and terrible things that are happening to them. Written for bandombigbang 2009 and previously posted on my livejournal.

    Additional trigger warnings apply for canon MCR issues (alcohol abuse and mental illness).

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    12 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 6

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    Mikey gets himself into some real trouble. Pete has odd ideas about how to help.

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    27 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ok♥︎ yay♥︎

  4. Rec 12

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    Leaning against the far wall in a leather jacket that’s on its way to becoming a vest and dark hair falling in greasy strands over their eyes is, of course, Gerard.

    Ray knew it was Gerard. He knows their voice better than his own. But some small glimmer in his chest had been hoping it was anyone else. Even the cops would be more welcome.

    He’s being dramatic, but the sentiment isn’t completely false.

    He opens the door.

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    the night comes to him in painful flashes. those shitty guys who stepped up to them. gerard, face pinched in anger. frank’s fingers tight around a shot glass. a fist slamming into mikey’s face, the splintering of skin, silence.

    frank.

    mikey’s mouth opens, his head turns. where’s frank?

    A bad night at a shitty bar. A fight between friends. And the aftermath.

    title: desolation row - my chemical romance

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    16 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 14

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    Gerard hasn’t spoken directly to me in maybe an hour. He’s been muttering under his breath, fragments of lyrics, a grocery list from last Tuesday, the Latin name of a beetle he saw on a gas station window. He forgot I was in the room and then he remembered and then he forgot again. I watched him cycle through it like a radio scanning stations. I didn’t say anything. I don’t mind being forgotten. It happens a lot.

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FUCKKKKK. read this during a manic eoisode and i have no regrets ever