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25 Jul 2026
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Mikhail is drunk. Normally Jun Hwan was composed, yet his heartbeat couldn't help increasing with how much he loved the other skater.
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02 Jul 2026
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Andrew squeezes his shoulder again. “Can you stand?”
Ilia’s face twists, breathing jagged. “I don’t know,” he admits honestly. “Don’t let go of me.”
“I wasn’t going to,” he reassures him, hand caressing along the cheap mesh fabric. “I’ve got you. I’m here.”
Ilia grabs on tighter, terrified to fall. “Don’t go to Florida. Come home with me.”
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The Final Night of Stars on Ice is always a sad time -- but Ilia isn't sure he can survive without Andrew by his side. 800 miles is a hell of a lot for a boy in love.Bookmarked by Giraffe_nerd
02 Jul 2026
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I dont know yet. Probaly Malinin(a)-Skorniakov-Family Fluff and Chaos
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02 Jul 2026
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You're An Angel (look what the cat dragged in) [Minchan] by PretendMyNameIsHere
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
15 May 2026
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An eight-person friend group, and yet Minho and Chan barely know each other. They go pretty much everywhere together, and somehow, they don't know each other's favorite color.
When Chan brings Minho's lost cat back, angelic features and all, Minho decides to build a friendship right then and there.
Of course, like all things Minho, it gets a little out of hand.
Just a little.
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A Minchan-centric fic that's your classic friends to lovers...but they have to be friends first.
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01 Jul 2026
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“Minho-hyung?” Han said again, softer now, barely above a whisper. “Still with us?”
He wanted to answer. He could hear them. God, he could hear them so clearly—warm, familiar, worried.
But his mouth wouldn’t move. His tongue felt thick, useless.
Something was wrong.
Something was very, very wrong.
“Okay,” Chan murmured, already shifting into motion, hands steady but gentle as he guided Minho by the elbow. “Let’s get you sitting, okay? Nice and easy, we’ve got you.”
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Life with epilepsy is unpredictable, but Minho never has to face it alone. Through every seizure, setback, and frightening moment, the members stay by his side.
A collection of interconnected one shots exploring different moments in Minho’s life with epilepsy and his members who help him through it.
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01 Jul 2026
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in which, straykids don’t notice
that seungmin is spiraling.Series
- Part 5 of Beautiful Feeling
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01 Jul 2026
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"Calling me gay is not an insult! You're just stating the obvious!"
"You're fucking annoying!"
"And you more!"
College students Minho (homophobic) and Chan (openly gay) are sworn enemies who can't stand eachother. They fight, scream, argue all the time.
but perhaps that's what makes things.. electric between them.
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01 Jul 2026
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Chan needs to be perfect, he is meant to be perfect.
But is he meant to endure this? Is he meant to be a sacrifice for his own loved ones? Is he meant to achieve greatness, the history only by this path?
Is he meant to be with them?
Is he meant to be among stars, or with them?
Is he... meant to be...?Bookmarked by Giraffe_nerd
26 Jun 2026
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Yang Jeongin is only a fool. The maknae, the baby of the group.
But does his leader know? How much he aches for him? Would Bang Chan let him suffer this much if he knew?
But, is I.N letting go of this chance to finally show his adoration, his love to his leader?Series
- Part 1 of Suffocate Me With Your Crimson Lies
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26 Jun 2026
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'"Can you talk?" Chan tries, weakly, and Minho can only let out a helpless, voiceless sob. He shakes his head, and then drops it down between his knees, gripping at his hair.
It hurts. His throat hurts so bad, and he doesn't know why, doesn't know how to fix it.
"Oh, Min," Chan breathes, reaching out - but Minho swats his hand away, shaking his head. He's sick he can't get Channie sick, too.'
Or, Minho gets sick, and it gets worse from there.
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24 Apr 2026
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This is a zone he rarely enters these days—his members could start screaming in the room in unison and he probably wouldn’t hear or register the sound. He couldn’t tell anyone how much time has passed since he was left alone.
It explains why he nearly doesn’t notice when his left arm starts tingling.
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20 Apr 2026
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Everything hurt, whether it was from his lack of sleep or the excessive practice and stress he put himself through, he wasn’t sure, but he couldn’t just suddenly stop. Work made him forget why he worked. When he hurt he could forget the itch to pick up that razor blade, or disassemble that pencil sharpener, or tiptoe to the downstairs bathroom to get the tiny, devilishly sharp looking pair of scissors that had caught his attention a couple weeks ago. Well, at least he could forget for a little while.
In short, Chan's depression is spiraling out of control and he needs someone to catch him before he reaches the point of no return.
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20 Apr 2026
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“Hyung,” Hyunjin calls, scared and hesitant. “What’s happening?”
Minho looks away. “The members are just stressed,” he mutters.
“Stressed?" Hyunjin scoffs. "You call that attitude stressed? He pushed you against the wall!"
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Hyunjin flies back home after a three month long schedule that kept him away from his packmates. When they finally reunites, he finds that things aren't like he left them.
Why are his usually loving members acting like bullies to Minho? Why is he not fighting back? And what is that strange smell in the air?
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20 Apr 2026
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Chan found himself stumbling to the dorm, his headspace tugging at the corners of his mind and the desperation growing with every passing second. His teammates are unaware of him being a Little and Chan doesn't know how he's going to keep it a secret anymore.
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17 Apr 2026
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He could feel his personality slipping away from him. He was getting more annoying. His voice kept betraying him and saying things that he normally wouldn’t say. He didn’t know why this was happening, why his masking was slipping. This has happened before, but it had never lasted for so long. He’d always been able to regain control before it got this bad
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in which Seungmin has a meltdown due to stress and sensory overload and Jeongin is there to help him through it.
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- Part 1 of Masked
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17 Apr 2026
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Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain.
Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused?Bookmarked by Giraffe_nerd
03 Apr 2026
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"Oppa." The fan sat opposite to him.
"Yes?" Lee Know asked, signing her album and posters.
"Could you... Be a little nicer to the members sometimes?"
His pen paused.
"I know you like to tease them and stuff, but it's not always funny. It gets really hard to defend you sometimes."
Minho looked up from the table and raised his eyebrows, "Ah, is that so? I'll keep it in mind, thank you."
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Lee Know thinks he's hurting the members.
The members think he's hurting himself alone.Bookmarked by Giraffe_nerd
25 Feb 2026
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It hurts more when I smile than when I cry by endorphy
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
24 Sep 2023
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"It's not like I'm gonna stab myself." Beomgyu rolled his eyes and slumped back into himself. "That'd be way too painful."
Yeonjun walked back around the corner backwards, pointing two fingers at his own eyes, before turning them at Beomgyu.
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5 times Beomgyu thought about it and 1 time he (nearly) did
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- Part 1 of sad beomgyu hours
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18 Feb 2026
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"Gyu wants to be hugged by Mama."
But until the night got darker and the floor got colder, Mama still didn't come. Gyu shivered even more with his lips turning blue. His skin was pale white as snow, the red on the floor was starting to dry out making him feel like they were stiffening him. Meanwhile the red on his arm continued to flow as if it never wanted to stop. Gyu felt increasingly sleepy. Gradually, he wanted to sleep immediately because the pain began to penetrate every inch of his skin. Bunny had long been out of his arms. The red on Bunny's body also started to dry up.
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18 Feb 2026