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The words sliced through Ilya’s confusion. His own voice from over a week ago, echoed in the sudden, ringing silence of his mind: “You can have sex with other men when we’re apart.”
No.
No no no.
Ilya blinked rapidly, fighting back the hot press of his own tears. The sheer, utter wrongness of it all was suffocating. Shane, on his knees, apologizing for being hurt. Shane, calling himself a burden. Shane, begging for the bare minimum of affection because he thought… he thought Ilya wanted this.
(or, what happens when Shane does go and sleep with another man and utterly breaks because of it)
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- Part 12 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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24 Jul 2026
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Shane wants to try something new.
They end up on the bathroom floor because it has a big mirror and the floor is easier to clean.- Language:
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24 Jul 2026
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Set after Heated Rivalry, mini spoilers for The Long Game since it's set around the start of that book
An exploration of J.J and Hayden as not-so-great friends, from Shane's POV. Ends on a hopeful note for Shane overall but not in regards to his two longtime friends.
Also featuring a cute text exchange between Shane and Ilya + a sweet conversation in the Hollander family groupchat!
(I advise reading the tags)
Bookmarked by Hbonfig1
23 Jul 2026