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The feeling is ebbing when Ryan says, "Reckon it'll take?"
"What?" Naim blinks, fully clearing out the haze.
"A baby." Ryan pats low on Naim's stomach, over where Ryan is still inside, softening. "You think it'll work this time?"
Naim swears his dick twitches despite just coming, but he tries to play it off. He pushes Ryan away. "Oh my god, shut up."
Ryan laughs as he finally pulls out. Naim watches as he dutifully retreats to the bathroom for a towel, the words looping in his mind. It's not the first time Ryan's said something like that in the heat of the moment, but this time it sticks like a fly in honey.
Does Ryan actually want a baby? Naim wonders.
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04 Oct 2026
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Ryan Whelan likes nothing more than having his mouth on his boyfriend and he will take advantage of any opportunity he has to do it.
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- Part 1 of Zi's Kinktober Challenge 2026
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04 Oct 2026
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One month after moving to the religious hellhole formerly known as 'Bandi', Naim Reid finds himself alone in the bush with three of his classmates, after a school excursion goes horribly wrong. When they eventually make it back to town the following day, something is dreadfully off. They've returned to a parallel reality where they were never born, and their only hope of ever making it home is to get over their differences, stick together and try to survive.
leviticus x nowhere boys crossover. incredible if u know the show, just as incredible if you don't (plot surprise!). it's a melb based supernatural show and leviticus reminded me of it.
NOTE: YOU DO NOT NEED TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT NOWHERE BOYS TO READ THIS!!
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28 Sep 2026
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“You’ve never kissed anyone?” Ryan replies, exasperated and ever so slightly shocked. "But you’re- I mean, look at you.” Naim looks at himself up and down. He has absolutely no idea what Ryan is trying to say, and he absolutely refuses to read into it too much in fear of getting his hopes up.
“I don’t really know what to tell you. Nobody has ever wanted to kiss me.”
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Ryan proposes teaching Naim how to kiss so he can make out with that girl he keeps going on about. Naim is so incredibly head over heels he'd say yes to anything Ryan asked.
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25 Sep 2026
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The Entity operates under one rule: as long as you're not alone, it can't get you. Naturally, Ryan and Naim stick together like glue. But as the fear fades, Ryan's definition of "statistically risky isolation" suddenly expands to include the laundromat, the food truck line, and... taking a shower. Naim sees right through the flimsy excuses, but he's not about to complain when it brings Ryan closer.
In which Ryan uses the entity as an excuse to trick Naim into showering with him. Except it’s not much of a trick when Naim is more than a willing participant.
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23 Sep 2026
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as time goes by by scepterofstardust
Fandoms: Thrash (Movie 2026), The Worm (Movie 2026), The Worm (2026), Thrash (2026)
08 Sep 2026
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Kieren understood what it was like to be fighting yourself, to be struggling uphill while the rest of the world spun around you. Kieren kept Ron company, even when he didn’t mean to. His digging was like a metronome, always starting and stopping at the same time.
Ron and Kieren share an afternoon together, and take care of each other. That’s kind of it.
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09 Sep 2026
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Halfway between asleep and up all night (Glued to dirty sheets whether or not I like) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
06 Jul 2026
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Large, purple bruises had already settled themselves onto his chest, back, and arms — some from his own thrashing, others from people trying to hold him down. His eyes were bloodshot, and his nostrils red-rimmed. There was a cut on his dry, cracked lips that made one side swell up. His skin was pallid, which only amplified the mottled damage to his body.
Ryan Whelan was disgusting, and here was the physical proof.
Maybe he really was sick. A sinner. A sexual deviant who deserved whatever was coming for him.
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Ryan's thoughts and feelings immediately after the ritual
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- Part 1 of Leviticus Anonymous fics
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07 Sep 2026
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An entity wears the face of whoever they desire most, and solitude gives it room to hunt. Bound together by fear, Naim and Ryan travel through coaches and cheap motels, trying to outrun a punishment shaped exactly like love. But as guilt, grief, and unspoken betrayal follow them, Naim begins to wonder whether Ryan stays because he loves him — or because the monster wearing Naim’s face has left him no other choice.
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Yet Naim knows it’s watching, waiting to rip him open like spoiled fruit. He hears the flies buzzing and feels himself rotting into something sticky-sweet and dripping, splitting down the middle.
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07 Sep 2026
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I Was Gonna Go to Class (But Then I Got High) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
02 Sep 2026
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Fuck, what Naim wouldn't give for a joint right now. Getting high would fix at least ninety-percent of his current problems.
His mum loved the saying "speak of the devil and he shall appear"; Naim thought it was bullshit and most people used it as a joke anyway, but he realized she might have been onto something when he finally reached the designated bathroom — under the stairs by the music room on the first floor — and walked right into a drug deal.
He swung the door open to see fuckhead Macca from bio exchanging a small wad of cash for a bag of weed held by —
Naim's breath caught in his throat.
Ryan Whelan.
Oh fuck.
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Joe Bird joked that Ryan was Naim's drug dealer and that's how they first met. This is that
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- Part 3 of Leviticus Anonymous fics
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05 Sep 2026
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You Sing Like This, So I'll Sing Like That by woefullyrural
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
27 Jun 2026
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Ryan calms down after a moment, though he's still grinning, rolling to lay on his back instead of his side, looking up at Naim. His hands are resting on his chest, like he's delicate, like he's not the strongest person Naim knows. Naim can't help but trace his knuckles along the side of Ryan's jaw. "How do you figure you'd like to...?" Ryan talks slowly, like he's testing the waters. "If we ever went all the way."
Naim looks up at the ceiling for a moment, knocking the back of his head against the wall behind them as he gathers his thoughts. He can feel Ryan moving to rub his lips against the side of Naim's finger, pressing a chaste kiss to the webbing between his thumb and index.
He allows his chin to fall back down, narrowing his eyes at Ryan. "I don't know. I didn't really think about it that hard. I thought more about--" he shrugs. "Other stuff."
Ryan tilts his head again so Naim's watching his profile, looking at the wall opposite them. "I'd want you inside me, prob'ly,"
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05 Sep 2026
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As he and Ryan watch the TV in silence, the woman starts bouncing up and down on the man's lap, and all Naim can think about is doing that to Ryan.
Ryan seems to be thinking the same thing because when Naim turns to look at him, he's already looking back, a smile growing.
"Reckon we could do it better?" Ryan says.
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They improve over time.
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- Part 1 of process
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03 Sep 2026
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Naim huffed a little on the other side. “Just come around to my room when you get here. And drop your bike in the bush. My mum will fucking kill you if she sees it.”
Ryan let out a dry little laugh into his phone. “Think she’d kill me in general.”
“When the hell are you gonna leave?”
He paused for a moment. There was a rush in his chest, almost like the moment before you got too high and all you could feel was bliss. Naim missed him. No matter what his sharp little tongue said, he could hear it in his voice.
“Do you really need me that bad?”
“I’m hanging up.”or, Ryan and Naim before everything falls apart.
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- Part 2 of mary's leviticus fics
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03 Sep 2026
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Maybe that's what terrifies Naim more than anything. More than the entity that wears Ryan’s face. More than the feeling of being alone. More than the knowledge that there’s something else out there— something unbelievable and otherworldly like his mom had always told him.
None of that terrifies Naim as much as the idea that he might want this all any way. Want Ryan with him always. Want them to never be apart. Want him not because of everything, but in spite of it.
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Post movie ending, imagining Ryan and Naim's life together now and what comes next.
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03 Sep 2026
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“Why're you looking at me like that?” Naim says, quiet, a bit insecure. His eyes flit away, closing when Ryan reaches a finger up to trace his lips.
Ryan shrugs, unable to do anything but tell the truth. He's in his bed with a beautiful, impossible boy, and he's going to tell him that he loves him. Like something out of his dreams. Ryan is sick of not taking what he wants, of letting it flit past him like a balloon in the wind, strings cut.
No. Ryan loves Naim, is in love with him, and he's going to fucking say it.
“I love you,” Ryan says, vulnerable, eyes wet. “I don't know how else to look at you.”
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03 Sep 2026
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Ryan slides onto the floor, knees planted to the carpet, his stomach resting on the mattress.
“What’re you doing?”
“Giving you a blowie.”
He says it like it’s obvious, like Naim should know that Ryan wants his dick in his mouth. He almost can’t believe his luck.
Naim’s up on his elbows now, watching him. He isn’t as shy as he was a minute ago, judging by how he’s practically thrusting up against Ryan’s hand, as turned on as Ryan is.
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03 Sep 2026
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“It’s a sin,” Naim adds, voice thick.
“Maybe,” Ryan says. He thinks about the bible, about his nana’s angry face when she caught him kissing the neighbour’s son. He thinks about the scars on his back from his dad’s belt, about the weight of the deliverance healer’s hand on his head, about gluttony and lust and the way Naim tasted when they’d kissed.
He thinks about Naim’s lips, soft and willing. He thinks about the first time a boy pushed him on his back, thinks about a rosary gripped in his fist, sobbing and choking on his damnation.
Maybe it is a sin. Maybe he is damned, and he damned Naim in the process. But fuck, Ryan is sick of denying himself that in which he wants. And as he runs his thumb over the apple of Naim’s cheek, he wants.
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03 Sep 2026
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Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.
Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.
How absurd was that?
Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.
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03 Sep 2026
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When Naim finally comes back up for air, he says, “I missed you.”
His fingers are still playing with the spry hairs, gently tickling Ryan with his blunt fingernail. Ryan’s heart does a little start at that. He’s so incredibly fond. “I saw you nine hours ago,” he smiles, scratching at Naim’s scalp.
Naim flushes, cheeks tinting pink. He’s gone back to nosing at Ryan’s armpit, rubbing his nose against the silky blond strands like a man starved. “It could be nine minutes or nine hours, and I'd still miss you, Ryan.”
His voice is muffled. Ryan tuts, gently pulling Naim up to his eye level with a finger beneath his chin. He can’t stop looking at Naim. His beautiful boy.
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29 Aug 2026
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When he'd bit down, it was a mindless act, his tongue lapping over smooth, sweat soaked skin, his teeth pressing down firmly and tugging as if to say closer, more, mine, all at once. And when he'd realized what he'd done, the soft hiss of pain in his ear bringing him crashing down to earth, he'd flinched back so hard he'd almost fallen off the bed.
"But it felt good, right?" Ryan had asked once Naim had stopped looking at him in horror, apologies flowing like a leaky tap. As much as he hated that Ryan was so blasé about the willingness with which Naim hurt him, he also couldn't lie to him.
"It's not about feeling good, Ryan, it's about—I don't fucking know, letting out those feelings. I want to break something, not you."
"But I want you to break me. If it'll help."
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24 Jul 2026
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Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.
"Hello?"
A single ragged sob echoed over the line.
It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.
After a long day, Ryan receives a call.
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- Part 1 of i want it to look like you
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16 Jul 2026