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• Once I took your medication to know what its like. by IKnowItsOverStillICling

  Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Multi
  • Work in Progress

  10 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Ravi Panikkar
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley
  • Maddie Buckley
  • Maddie Han
  • Bobby Nash
  • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Athena Grant
  • Ravi Panikkar
  • Whump
  • Angst
  • Little Fluff
  • Alcohol
  • Overdose
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Alcohol Poisoning
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Mentioned Bobby Nash
  • He is dead in this fic
  • Worried Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
  • Worried Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Worried Maddie Buckley
  • Good Sibling Maddie Buckley
  • Past Character Death
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • not beta read we die like bobby nash in this fic
  • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Chronic Pain
  • Vomiting
  • 911 Call
  • Medical Inaccuracies
  • medical emergencies
  • Memories
  • Repressed Memories
  • Childhood Memories
  • Seizures
  • Mental Breakdown

  Summary

  Buck finally breaks. With lots and lots of angst.

   

  I said, If the show wont make Buck breakdown then I will.

  - Incomplete I will update on occasion, Writers block is my middle name.

  Language:

  English

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