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• Out Of Melodies(之外) by ItsLee41

  Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Nov 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Steve Rogers
  • Carol Danvers
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Original Male Character(s)
  • Jessica Jones (Marvel)
  • Kate Bishop
  • Gabe Jones
  • Wanda Maximoff
  • alternative universe
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Secret Crush
  • Falling In Love
  • Boys in Love
  • Boys Kissing
  • Post-Serum Steve Rogers
  • Military Veteran Steve Rogers
  • Bearded Steve Rogers
  • Beards (Facial Hair)
  • Silver Fox Steve Rogers
  • Age Difference
  • Older Man/Younger Man
  • Young Bucky Barnes
  • Top Steve Rogers
  • Bottom Bucky Barnes
  • Bucky Barnes Feels
  • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
  • Sad Steve Rogers
  • Sad Bucky Barnes
  • Fluff
  • Daddy Dom Steve Rogers
  • Happy Ending
  • College Student Bucky Barnes
  • Being Lost
  • Anxiety
  • Good Steve Rogers
  • Good Bucky Barnes
  • Awesome Carol Danvers
  • carol danvers is a good friend
  • Awesome Wanda Maximoff
  • Eventual Happy Ending
  • Hurt Steve Rogers
  • Injured Steve Rogers
  • POV Bucky Barnes
  • Worried Steve Rogers
  • Deaf Steve Rogers

  Summary

  “你知道的，詹姆斯，如果你在生活中真的很重视什么东西，那好吧，那就竭尽全力，不要失去它。”
  巴基·巴恩斯今年24岁，有着不错的学历背景，却找不到合适的工作，不得已在姨父的公司里做着一份自己不喜欢的工作，他陷入一团泥潭，生活停滞，也失去了目标和方向。有一天，他把手机丢在了餐馆里，从此结识了一个人。
  —————————
  其中，退伍后成为一名厨师的史蒂夫(40岁)和迷茫困惑的年轻人巴基(24岁)。

  Series

  • Part 5 of 曾经的歌TheSongsWeUsedToSing

  Language:

  中文-普通话 國語

  Words:

  39,978

  Chapters:

  13/13

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  14

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  561

• Intermezzo （间奏曲） by ItsLee41

  Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Jul 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Steve Rogers
  • Rebecca Barnes Proctor
  • Rebecca Barnes Proctor's Husband
  • George Barnes (Marvel)
  • Maria Hill
  • Family Issues
  • Past Domestic Violence
  • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
  • Conductor Steve Rogers
  • Musician Bucky Barnes
  • Musician Steve Rogers
  • Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
  • Alternate Universe
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
  • Fluff
  • Fluff and Humor
  • Artist Steve Rogers
  • Artist Bucky Barnes
  • Alternate Universe - Orchestra

  Summary

  “冬季蚂蚁们聚集，慢慢搬运它们的存货和箱子，带着所有之物和冬天。冬日的蚱蜢在门口高歌，回味心爱季节的回忆，那些在歌声中逃离了他的回忆。”
  指挥家芽和单簧管乐手詹。

  Series

  • Part 4 of 曾经的歌TheSongsWeUsedToSing

  Language:

  中文-普通话 國語

  Words:

  43,667

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Hits:

  124

• That Was Then by ItsLee41

  Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  17 Jun 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Original Male Character(s)
  • Alternate Universe
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Alternate Universe - High School
  • Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
  • Female Steve Rogers
  • Female Bucky Barnes
  • Steve Rogers Feels
  • Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers Feels
  • Bucky Barnes Feels
  • POV Steve Rogers
  • POV Bucky Barnes

  Summary

  仲夏里蓦然一股雨水的气息：一段关于旧事的记忆和一个关于未来的预言。但仲夏是空荡荡的。
  —— 耶胡达·阿米亥《仲夏里蓦然一股雨水的气息》

  另，该篇文章收录娅薝至性转合志《Liebesfreud&Liebersleid（爱之喜悦，爱之忧伤）》中

  Series

  • Part 3 of 曾经的歌TheSongsWeUsedToSing

  Language:

  中文-普通话 國語

  Words:

  13,951

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  2

  Hits:

  129

• I'M A Mess by ItsLee41 for Hilda_Hiddleston, LaoZ_Hilda

  Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Underage Sex
  • M/M, Multi, Other
  • Complete Work

  04 Sep 2023

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Underage Sex
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Steve Rogers
  • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
  • Clint Barton
  • Winifred Barnes
  • George Barnes (Marvel)
  • Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
  • Alternate Universe - Boy Band
  • Protective Bucky Barnes
  • POV Bucky Barnes
  • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
  • Hurt Bucky Barnes
  • Past Sexual Abuse
  • Past Violence
  • Dark Past
  • Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Past Drug Use
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Abuse
  • Self-Hatred
  • Physical Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Drug Addiction
  • Recreational Drug Use
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Photographer Steve Rogers
  • Bucky Barnes is Not The Winter Soldier
  • Bucky Barnes Has Issues
  • Tattoos
  • Musician Bucky Barnes

  Summary

  “你的躯壳被伤透了。”

  史蒂夫轻声说。慢慢抽走了他手中的照片，指尖始终慢慢落到他左臂的伤疤上。史蒂夫抚摸着他，就好像通过这样轻柔的抚摸在感受着划在身体上的每一刀的是如何的疼痛难忍。

  “那我的心呢？”

  他前倾着身子靠近史蒂夫，几乎是在哀求；湿冷的恐惧与疼痛灌入他的肺部，令他连呼吸都困难。他的手掌撑在地上，探过头，用鼻尖摩挲着史蒂夫的鼻梁和鼻头，这引起了史蒂夫的一阵细小的颤栗，湿漉漉的蓝眼睛大睁着，显然这一切都令他十分震惊。他不在乎自己是不是和马路上没人要的、脏兮兮又浑身生疮的流浪狗一样，用鼻子蹭过路人以求得一丝施舍的爱。他只想要史蒂夫，他想要史蒂夫想得绝望。
  ————————
  其中，千禧年芽詹。深陷泥潭的乐队鼓手巴基x乐队临时摄影师史蒂夫。关于爱与自我救赎、被救赎。以巴基思维与视角为主要描写以及刻意为之设定的“局限性”。结局意料之外，也是预料之中。

  Series

  • Part 2 of 曾经的歌TheSongsWeUsedToSing

  Language:

  中文-普通话 國語

  Words:

  23,871

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  12

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  302

• moval(我会来) by ItsLee41

  Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M, Other
  • Complete Work

  18 Aug 2023

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
  • Clint Barton
  • Steve Rogers
  • James "Bucky" Barnes
  • Sharon Carter (Marvel)
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Original Male Character(s)
  • Army Doctor Steve Rogers
  • World War II Steve Rogers
  • Army Doctor Sharon Carter
  • Sergeant James "Bucky"Barnes
  • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
  • Steve Rogers Needs a Hug
  • Steve Rogers Feels
  • Bucky Barnes Feels
  • Worried Steve Rogers
  • Worried Bucky Barnes
  • James "Bucky" Barnes has Both Arms
  • Awesome Steve Rogers
  • Awesome Bucky Barnes
  • Awesome Sharon Carter (Marvel)
  • Sharon Carter is a good friend
  • Steve Rogers & Sharon Carter Friendship
  • Sharon Carter & Steve Rogers Friendship
  • Sharon Carter & Bucky Barnes Friendship
  • Steve Rogers Friendly
  • Hurt Steve Rogers
  • Hurt Bucky Barnes
  • Protective Bucky Barnes
  • Protective Steve Rogers
  • Stucky - Freeform
  • Hail Stucky
  • Anyone who don't like Pre-Serum Steve Rogers is a dummy
  • Fluff
  • Fluff and Humor
  • Agent Sharon Carter - Freeform
  • Spy - Freeform
  • Agent
  • 芽詹 - Freeform

  Summary

  Einmal, der Tod hatte Zulauf,verbargst du dich in mir.有一次，死神奔了过来，你藏在我身上。
  ———《有一次》保罗·策兰
  二战时期的故事。战地外科医生芽x中士詹，二人战前无任何交集。

  Series

  • Part 1 of 曾经的歌TheSongsWeUsedToSing

  Language:

  中文-普通话 國語

  Words:

  47,120

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  13

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  334