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"Imagine me deciding to feel bad about everything I’ve ever done, and then imagine what kind of life I’ll have. Because I’m not brave enough to live in some fucked up eighteen-hundreds-style purgatory. I’d rather die. There’s no one who wants me, and there’s no one who will. Which is exactly what someone like me deserves, isn’t it?" A story about a broken boy, who is learning how not to break everything else around him.
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- Part 2 of Spoils
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Bookmarked by Jay_O
14 Feb 2026
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49 <3<3<3<3<3
48, Bridge, My God I don't know whether I hate her or not
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29, more soft shit, some fear, then soft
26, soft shit
19, okay now I'm slowing down to digestive the story
13, look at me, practicing restraint about reading and shit
11, arden and ef <3
9, Arden and Efnisien hug! yay c:
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In some tellings, Cain is described as biting Abel to death. Jason imagines what that first moment felt like, the one in which Cain realized his brother was no longer breathing. Did he stare down at the blood on his hands? Or did he reach for his brother’s face, forgetting himself, staining the side of his mouth with red? Was his first thought to pray to God to save him, before he recalled that God loved Abel more than he loved him? Did he try to shake his brother awake, did he bring his fingers into the open wound? Did he think, Oh, God, what have I done? What have I done?
In which Jason Todd reckons with the Cain complex, the fact of the father, and death, conceptually.
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- Part 2 of strange bird
Bookmarked by Jay_O
28 Aug 2026
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Looks safe, not a lot of closure ir wrap up but looks like it ends good
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There’s a reason Jason didn’t want to be a Wayne again.
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Bookmarked by Jay_O
28 Aug 2026
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It's a cute story, has bruce reassuring Jason
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Bruce wakes up to see someone creeping into his bed.
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Days before Red Hood plans to reveal himself, Scarecrow escapes Arkham.