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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Kyle stared at his bedroom ceiling as if he could find the answers to all the bullshit he’d pulled over the past few weeks.

    It had started with those fucking exams, and then everything had snowballed so fast. Too fast.
    The boredom, the loneliness, the insults, that damn party, and... him.

    He hadn't seen him since middle school and, despite what had happened, it felt as though all the emptiness inside him had finally been filled.

    Except Kyle had no damn idea where any of this was leading, or what it was going to cost him. Whatever. Nothing to regret anyway.

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    23 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Kyle has spent the last twelve years closeted, hiding his feelings for his best friend, and content to remain that way until graduation. But when Craig and Tweek come out, Kyle's resolve begins to crack. After all, if Craig Tucker of all people could be gay, then anybody could be gay. Maybe even a certain dark haired, blue-eyed, beanie wearing...

    Goddamnit, no, not *that* dark haired, blue-eyed, beanie wearing idiot.

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    18 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    In which Eric was becoming too much for Kyle to handle. The Cartman boy needed a distraction, and Kyle was able enough to make one for him.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    When Kyle realizes that his fights with Cartman are starting to feel more like a need than a nuisance, he's forced to question what's really driving him. And when Cartman realizes it? Well, he does what he always does.

    Sorta.

    Yeah, he's gonna humiliate the fuck out of Kyle. But he's also pulling Kyle closer instead of pushing him away, and that's dangerous. It's also changing everything.

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    13 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Kyle’s life looks perfect on paper. A steady job. His own place. Friends who would bleed for him. But underneath it all sits an ache he never outran, the kind tied to a past he never got closure from and a certain someone he spent years pretending he didn’t need.

    Eric Cartman vanished right before the beginning of their lives under mysterious circumstances, leaving Kyle, their town, and every unfinished truth between them scattered in the dust. Years passed. Kyle moved forward. The ache never disappeared.

    Ignore something like that long enough and it mutates. In Kyle’s case, it becomes a fixation, a pull he can’t break no matter how hard he tries.

    So when Cartman finally comes back, he doesn’t come quietly. He brings secrets, new scars, stories he refuses to tell. A trail of violence. Mysteries no one is ready to face.

    Yet, nothing between them ever stays buried. Not the hurt. Not the want. Not the obsession that threatens to swallow them both whole.

    They never did things the easy way. They only ever knew how to survive each other.

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    13 Aug 2026