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    A collection of married Hollanov being utterly, stupidly in love with each other as they settle down post-The Long Game. Each work can be read as a standalone, but all are part of the same universe. Sometimes smutty, always sweet.

    * Marital bliss
    * Shane Hollander has an exhibition kink
    * Nonlinear healing
    * Professional ragebaiter Ilya Rozanov
    * The radical intimacy of trusting and growing together
    * Oh my god they just love and care for each other so much

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    30 Aug 2026

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    He’s breathing the same air as Shane Hollander. Carbon dioxide is passing from Hollander’s lungs to his. You should be mine, he thinks of commanding, on the off chance Hollander will obey. You’re the center of my world and you should be all mine.

    In which Ilya has a habit, and an obsession.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “Daddy, please I miss you,” he whines, big brown puppy eyes on display, deceptively wet and hazy. If Shane hadn’t forced Ilya to become a stronger man after years of his endless antics, Ilya would have folded.

    “No, I'm not doing this with you,” Ilya said harshly, pushing Shane’s arm off him “Get out.”

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    Shane and Ilya have been in a toxic on again off again relationship for four years. Shane plays mind games, Ilya falls for them willing. At the end of the day, he still has to show Shane who he belongs to.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Hot hot hot

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    “He wants doll brushes because he’s seen the girls at the park brushing their plushies with them. Their dolls too, obviously. But he wants to brush that pelt you brought him-”

    David sets his crossword book down, giving Yuna his full attention.

    “What?”

    “The pelt of fur? Looks like a wolf, or maybe one of those big cats?” Yuna says, waving her hand dismissively. “Either way, I don’t think doll brushes are the right choice. We can look into getting him a set of actual grooming tools, he needs to learn that the right tools for the right job are an important-”

    “Yuna. Sweetheart.” David interrupts. “I did not buy our son a piece of dead animal as a souvenir from Russia.”

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    Ilya loses something important at the airport; years later, Shane gives it back to him.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    The blackouts are getting worse.

    They aren't dangerous, in the long run, just strange. Strange because they only ever happen when Shane is at home; never on the road, at the rink, or even when in public.

    His blackouts only ever happen in his condo.

    Shane doesn't even realize something is happening at first. He'll get home after practice or a game, exhausted, and the second the front door closes behind him something in his body loosens. A warmth spreads through him and his thoughts will go fuzzy at the edges. His inner omega will start purring low and smug in the back of his mind.

    Nest, it says.

    Once the thought hits, the urge becomes almost unbearable. He usually makes it to the bedroom before the rest hits. Shane will crawl into bed still half dressed, burrowing instinctively into the blankets, dragging pillows close against his chest while warmth floods his body in thick, heavy waves. His painfully organized nest will become messy, Shane digging around until the chaotic placements feels perfect.

    And then—nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hours vanish, sometimes even entire evenings.

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    27 Jun 2026