LetYourselfGo
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- Penny Dreadful (TV) (10)
- Actor RPF (8)
- 21st Century CE RPF (5)
- Star Trek (4)
- RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF (3)
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Milk and Honey by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), 20th Century CE RPF, Music RPF, Actor RPF
11 Sep 2026
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His anxious brain seems to go completely quiet at this, all logical thought leaving, and he feels like a creature made only of instinct. He wants to reach out, he wants to pull John close.
“Can I… can I…” John’s eyes finally look away from Paul’s chest and up to his face, and he’s so vulnerable, an instinctual creature too, broken and looking for respite. “Can I have some? It’s…it’s for me, isn’t it?”
“Yes,” Paul breathes out, relief unknotting a tension in him he didn’t know was there. “Yes, it’s for you.”
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John hungers. Paul feeds him.
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let it find you, let it undo by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: The Beatles (Band), 20th Century CE RPF, Music RPF, Actor RPF
11 Apr 2026
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IN BED WITH THE MCLENNONS: Mr and Mr Lennon-McCartney talk about love and identities and family in the new era of queer acceptance and exploration, Rolling Stone, March 2025
"This latest era of JohnandPaul, as they often refer to themselves as, has been one of the most celebratory. As they've entered their 80s, it feels like the world is finally catching up with them. After decades of being staunch in their identities as a "mostly gay" neurodivergent man and his gender queer bisexual partner raising a family together, the latest generation, now able to live more loudly and proudly than ever, are idolizing them."
Non-linear narrative that weaves its way from 1958 to today, showing how their emotional and physical intimacy when they were younger and beyond shaped their sexuality and gender journeys, their families, their music and the world.
Story complete!!!
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The Princess and The Huntress by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV), Star Trek
12 Sep 2025
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This story begins as all good stories do…
Once upon a time there was a Princess and a Huntress who lived in a land outside of time. The Princess was brave, beautiful, but scared. The Huntress was also brave, beautiful but scared. It may seem like that’s where their similarities ended, for everything else about them appeared to be very different. But they would eventually find that they had more in common than either of them thought.
But in this story, you must ask yourself: which one is the Princess, and which one is the Huntress?
And what were they to learn from those others who looked exactly like them?
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The Dyke Before Christmas by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom
26 Sep 2023
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A Hallmark Christmas special through the minds of Trixie and Katya/the Brians because we love a predictable plot and we love a pun.
Katya is a high power and ruthless agent in Hollywood used to bullying studio execs and casting agents into giving her clients the best deal. But when her mother Bianca informs her that she's engaged to someone much younger than her she's forced to finally go back to the small town she grew up in to try and stop it. What she doesn't expect is the blonde bombshell Trixie teaching her that not everything there completely sucks and that maybe, just maybe, Katya might be capable of the one thing that scares her the most, falling in love.
A stand alone fic that can be read as part of my Lezzing Out universe.
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The Marriage Story by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandoms: RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF, Actor RPF, 21st Century CE RPF, Moving Parts
13 Sep 2023
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Behind every great drag queen duo are a couple of bald, emotional stunted homos using them to express their feelings. As Trixie and Katya settle into married life, the Brians start to figure out their shit and navigate the most fucked up foursome of idiots in love.
A series of stories set before, during and after my story 'Lezzing Out' of what was, is, will be and could have been. Each can be read separately as a stand alone story, presented non-chronologically but still with an intended order.
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This is huge for the dawlls but also big for the Brians by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
Fandom 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, I Like to Watch - Fandom, Moving Parts, RuPaul's Drag Race (US) RPF
27 Sep 2023
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In this post season 2 AU, Ethan and Vanessa cross the unknown to one another, defeat darkness, redefine what sex can mean, and explore their desires together all through the love that they have for one another, a love that sets them both free, opening them up to things they never dreamt possible.
This series spans the second season up into the early 20th century.
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Together Together by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo), sidnihoudini
Fandom 21st Century CE RPF, Actor RPF, Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF
06 Jan 2018
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Every relationship has two sides of the same story.
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"He was caught breathless when John asked, 'So, what do you think it feels like?'
Paul coughed and fixed his eye on a hole in the floorboard. “What does what feel like?”
John scoffed, 'To kiss a bloke. What do you think it’s like?'"
It's a simple question, really, but with some complicated complications. Paul gets ready to defend himself; but, suddenly, he doesn't have to.
It's a story of two friends discovering something wonderful about each other.
(P.S. Peak moment, voted in by a friend: "Don't tell me. . . show me.")
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
30 Aug 2026
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Jim's always had a way of bringing Paul down from the high of their music.
John takes it personally.
“Shh,” John hums, slotting his body up against Paul's in full. Paul gasps, rolling his hips up to meet John's slowly.
Slowly.
“Baby.”
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
27 Aug 2026
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Snippets from Paris in John's point of view of When You Are Young The Assume You Know Nothing
Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
17 Aug 2026
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Her Greatest Sin by ASpookyGhost
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
05 Jul 2024
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The Princess lifts shaking fingers up to the red mark her stepmother's open palm has left upon her cheek. Though it must smart, her eyes are dark, her pupils wide. Her tongue flicks out and slides slowly, sensually across her lips, as if to taste the Queen on them.
"There you are," Rhaenyra sighs. "I wondered if you were even still in there, underneath all the pomp and piety."
The prequel to The Princess and the Queen (or, the Wicked Stepmother).
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Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
18 Jul 2026
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violets to roses by celesbrini
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
23 Dec 2022
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queen rhaenrya targaryen takes the daughter of her hand under her wing.
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Bookmarked by Jean Genie (LetYourselfGo)
17 Jul 2026