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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    "You were eager to lose me! Fuck D , do you know how much pain you are causing? You assume everyone is like Frank or Marty, everyone will betray you and you shut down all the people who actually care about you. Like that night on the roof. You forced me out! You broke my heart, you broke up!”...…...................

    That's my first fanfic ever. And also the first attempt to write publicly in ENG, so please be patient. And please leave comments and remarks!

    PS: chapter 1 the big argument post blackmail
    Chapter 2 : still dialogue, post argument, but a bit of... warmth... And Ava... not taking advantage of Deborah, even when she could
    Chapter 3: we're going wild with emotions.
    Chapter 4: a glimps of the future... 6 months later
    will be continued, see notes
    Chapter 5: they got into the bedroom - we go back to where we left things in Chapter 3. ::)
    Chapter 6: explicit but emotional take on 'how to worship Deborah's body".. And what do we know- Deborah is getting into it...
    Chapter 7: Ava being busy pleasing her woman.
    Chapter 8: Deborah giving back.
    Chapter 9: Glimpse of the future v 2. (chapter 4 continuation)

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  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Just a small idea that was stuck in my head. post s2 ep 8

    What if Ava leaving Deborah doesn't work out how Deborah expected it to ?

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  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    “There’s no reason for it to feel like the first time seeing an ex after a breakup. No reason at all. Maybe—maybe—she’d been a little bit in love with Deborah by the end of it, but that could have been Stockholm Syndrome for all she knows. Too much time on that damn bus. Too much head trauma from her tiny bunk. Too little sex for too many months. Nothing more. (Well, except that bolt of lightning that seemed to strike every time they found the beat for a new bit; the frisson of excitement that came with making each other laugh; the pulse of desire that returned every time Ava stood in the wings and watched Deborah strut across a stage and wind another crowd around her fingers with words they’d penned together. Except for all of that.)”

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  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “You didn’t kill my career. I did that myself. Ethan Sommers didn’t need your little confessional to Lewis. I handed him the bullets.” Her voice burned with anger, but it was aimed squarely inward.

    “But it was my finger on the trigger,” Ava said, the words breaking, desperate. A tear slipped down her cheek.

    Deborah stepped closer, as if she could hear every self-accusation swirling in Ava’s mind.

    “You think I hate you for it. But the truth is, I hate myself more. Because I look at you and I see everything you could be, and I know this—” She gestured vaguely at the yacht, the glittering skyline, her own body in its immaculate suit. “This isn’t it.”

     

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    A rewrite of S4E10 ending. Deborah and Ava actually have the conversation they never had: sharp, messy, and finally honest.

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  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    After three months together in New York, Ava and Deborah both grapple with big news that will affect the future of their relationship and their careers. Set in the Good Luck, Babe! verse.

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