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Come Out and Haunt Me by Bittersweet_in_Boston
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Marvels (Marvel Comics)
16 Jan 2023
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Major Character Death
- James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
- James "Bucky" Barnes/Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers
- James "Bucky" Barnes
- Steve Rogers
- Sam Wilson (Marvel)
- Alexander Pierce
- Jack Rollins
- Brock Rumlow
- Arnim Zola
- Nick Fury
- Jasper Sitwell
- Georges Batroc
- Grant Ward
- Andrew Garner
- James Barnes Senior
- Sharon Carter (Marvel)
- Rebecca Barnes
- Winifred Barnes
- Sam Wilson (mention)
- Brock Rumlow (mention)
- Jack Rollins (mention)
- Alexander Pierce (mention)
- Sarah Rogers (Marvel)
- Billy Keenan (OC)
- various residents of South Boston and Dorchester and Weston MA
- Sam Scudder
- Joe the limo driver
- Thor (Marvel)
- Alexei Shostakov | Alexi Shostakov
- Aldrich Killian
- Maria Hill
- Janet Van Dyne
- Olivia Octavius
- Darcy Lewis
- Peggy Carter
- Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
- Wanda Maximoff
- Mention of Peggy Carter - Character
- Senator Stern (Marvel)
- Clint Barton
- Pa Barnes
- various students and custodians at Shield Academy
- Johann Schmidt
- Phil Coulson
- Mrs. Barnes - Character
- Joe the bartender
- Other Winthrop residents
- Barnes Senior
- Shield dining hall staff
- Galkin
- Vasily Karpov
- Yelena Belova
- Pietro Maximoff
- Original Male Character
- various graduation attendees
- CNN news anchors
- Alternate Universe - Boarding School
- Obnoxious Rich Boy Bucky Barnes
- Scholarship Student Rugby Player Steve Rogers
- Pierce is a pompous jackhole
- Which we knew already
- Some serious Jane Eyre-at-Lowood shit
- Blow Jobs
- Anal Sex
- Anal Fingering
- Rough Sex
- That isn’t plumbers grease
- Bruising
- Blood
- Mostly accidental sadism
- Entirely intentional masochism
- Dom/sub Undertones
- Beautiful beautiful pain
- Hardass rugby coaches
- Pining
- Sam Wilson Is a Good Bro
- Homophobia
- french swears
- Pierce is a petty bastard
- but we knew that already
- Southie
- Nipple Licking
- Face-Fucking
- Eye Contact
- Masturbation
- Undernegotiated Kink
- A little laryngitis
- South Boston
- Underage Drinking
- Internalized Homophobia
- Pa Barnes is the worst
- Sarah Rogers is the best
- Bucky Barnes Feels
- Minor Violence
- Crying
- Spanking
- Humiliation
- Sparse Aftercare
- Alexander II freeing the serfs in 1863
- Unsafe Sex
- Butt Plugs
- Come Kink
- SHIELD Academy
- Heya-Hila?
- secret society bullshit
- Weird Chanting
- Pierce is still a huge dickhead
- no surprise there
- forced rescinding of college apps
- Stanford and Berkeley are right across the Bay
- Smoking
- Bruises
- Dick worshiping
- Religious Imagery & Symbolism
- Finger Sucking
- Some actual aftercare
- A wild kiss appears
- Hurt/Comfort
- Sarah Rogers is still the best
- SSR Academy
- Debate Team
- western New York
- reciting the Cyrillic alphabet
- gay marriage (as a debate topic)
- No debate team at my high school pls be gentle
- Dinner dance
- and attendant shenanigans
- Bing Crosby and spiked punch
- Because we’ve time-traveled to 1955
- Whipping
- Riding Crops
- Lingerie
- Object Insertion
- Cunnilingus
- Trust Steve
- Aftercare
- Kissing
- Three Small Words
- Unscheduled church assembly
- Possessive Steve Rogers
- Protective Steve Rogers
- Self-important speeches
- Boilerplate conservative hyperbole
- art class
- This fucking school
- Angst
- Thoughts about college
- Bodily Fluids
- Licking
- armpits
- Hair-pulling
- dick worship
- Brief thought of fisting
- Come Eating
- Valentine's Day
- Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers
- SHIELD Academy (Marvel)
- Thor is a good friend
- Sam Is a Good Friend
- Hydra secret society bullshit
- Right-wing bigots
- Bullying
- CA:WS references
- anti-Semitism
- Holocaust denial
- parental pressure
- Worry about loss of older relative
- Rumlow is a fucking snitch
- Peer Pressure
- Punishment
- Dirty Talk
- rope
- Bondage
- Spontaneous amateur shibari
- gagging
- Blindfolds
- Dry Anal Fingering
- Self-Loathing
- Window escape
- Urge indulgences
- Someone must be watching over them
- Nightmares
- Rumlow is The Worst
- Racist Language
- Dread
- Foreboding
- AP Government class
- Bill of rights
- The First Amendment does not protect you from the consequences of being a dick
- Fuckin Braintree
- Up yours John Adams
- Cotton archival inspection gloves
- Library stacks
- Library Sex
- Priceless manuscripts
- Choking
- Minor violence mostly to books and documents
- Orgasm Delay/Denial
- Orgasm Control
- Notetaking
- A majestic interlude
- Clint is a good friend
- Art Studio
- Hydra secret society
- Making the safe choice
- Racism
- Denial of Feelings
- Loss of Relative
- Grief/Mourning
- Trauma
- Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
- Stress
- Barnes Senior is a dick
- Anger
- Feelings
- dammit
- Tenderness
- Intimacy
- everything is different now
- An epiphany interrupted
- Rumlow is a total dick
- Caught
- Homophobic Language
- Unpleasant manhandling
- A deserved punch in the face
- Confrontations
- Evil Alexander Pierce
- Pierce is a bigoted dictator
- talk of conversion therapy
- Awesome Sarah Rogers
- Nurse Sarah Rogers
- ”Traditional American values” are nothing but pain and suffering
- expelled
- I couldn’t protect him
- Captain America: Winter Soldier reference
- Grief
- not knowing
- Future Unknown
- Oh god Peggy I messed up
- There are bigger things in motion
- Notes
- Playing the Long Game
- Rumlow - still a total dick
- Zola is a creepy sadistic mofo
- Betrayal
- Imprisonment
- conversion therapy
- Torture
- Cutting
- Burning
- LITERALLY
- abandoned
- injuries
- Dissociation
- Automaton Bucky Barnes
- ”Cured”
- Dining services heroine
- Salt?
- A new epiphany
- Acting compliant
- AP Exams
- Graduation
- graduation party
- Barnes Senior is The Worst
- BAMF Darcy Lewis
- Fake/Pretend Relationship
- Making Out
- We’ve earned it Nat
- good pain
- Comeplay
- The Plan Revealed
- You can say no
- A new mission
- This is mine
- Moscow
- summer internship
- Mutual Pining
- Aftermath of Torture
- Dom Knigi
- bulgakov
- Belii
- Phone Sex
- Sketchy shit at a manufacturing plant
- Taking Risks
- Project Cerberus?
- Mysterious Excel files
- Danger
- Threats of Violence
- Minor Character Death
- BAMF Natasha Romanov
- Barnes Senior is a selfish dick
- Manipulated vacation
- Magically hetero
- Light Dom/sub
- beautiful pain
- Honoring scars
- The idea of counseling
- Thoughts of the Future
- Alternate Universe - College/University
- college boys
- RISD
- Brown University
- Harvard University
- Bucky’s got a single
- Karma is a Bitch
- Extended period of normalcy
- frankfurt
- Deus ex Janet van Dyne
- kickass internships
- sketchy Hydra shit
- A shadow on the roof
- Anxiety
- Dom/sub
- Orders
- Growling in Southie
- Steve is hardly James Bond
- Rugby
- Marvel Field
- A temporary distraction
- Scene at a bar
- Fake ID
- Rollins and Rumlow are still dickheads
- Fighting
- threat of gun violence
- Deus ex Hawkeye
- Thoughts of fisting
- Teasing
- Driving
- Bucky loves SXM Fly
- Police log
- ”conversations”
- LSE
- London
- toodle pip
- Unpleasant Coincidences
- One minute closer to ruin
- BAMF Peggy Carter
- Drugs
- Light BDSM
- Oral Sex
- Inappropriate sex thoughts
- Barnes Senior - still a dickwad
- Hydra threats
- A new prisoner
- This isn’t a morality play
- Flashbacks
- Worthy Steve Rogers
- Shooting
- Guns
- Injury
- Death
- Submission
- A toy to be used
- cover-up
- The official story
- friday night
- Lying to your father
- but it’s improving
- Light Humiliation
- Pain
- A new assignment
- Laptop hacking
- BAMF Sarah Rogers
- Coming Out
- Threats
- Road Trips
- Hydra attack
- Violence
- Arrests
- Emergency therapy
- support system
- A New Beginning
- Fluff and Smut
- Words:
- 162,617
- Works:
- 16
- Bookmarks:
- 104
Bookmarked by Lotusem
02 Jun 2021