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  1. Rec 43

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    “We’ve never discussed it,” Alex admits. “It’s never really … come up.”

    “But you want it to,” Nora repeats bluntly. “Why haven’t you said anything?”

    “It’s recent,” Alex defends. “Besides, what if Henry only wants to-” he waves his hand vaguely. “What if he’s not into that? Doesn’t want to … with me.”

    or: the one where Henry very much does want to and Alex bottoms for the first time

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    10 Oct 2026

  2. Rec 49

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    Shane Hollander is having a shitty few weeks and has been a bit of a terror. But when he gets into a fight on the ice, his husband knows just how to get him out of his head and into his body.

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    Ilya fucks Shane right into subspace.

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    07 Oct 2026

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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    04 Oct 2026

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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Submissive Shane Hollander was taken and trafficked three years ago, passed between abusive Doms and clubs. Then he meets Dom Ilya Rozanov, who unexpectedly brings him home. Shane knows better than to trust Rozanov's gentle smile and soft words, after all, Rozanov has a reputation of making subs disappear and allowing reckless doms into his own club back in Boston. The trouble is, Rozanov settles his mind and body. Shane has never wanted a consistent bonded Dom, but he can't escape how much he desires and craves Rozanov's touch and voice.

    This is a story of rebuilding a stolen life, healing from the unspeakable, and learning that it's okay to love yourself.

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    05 Sep 2026