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  1. Killing Eve (TV 2018) (1)

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    "But, you don't—" Shane starts, stutters out when Ilya rolls his hips again, sliding his hand down at the same time to palm Shane through his sweats. "You don't—want me."

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    "Oh, Shane," he breathes out, nosing at the underside of Shane's jaw. "I promise you, kotik. I want."

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    "Not the way I'd like to be wanted."

    Or: Ilya never agrees to come to the cottage, so Shane flies down to Boston to drag him back.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    It clicks.

    The reason why Rozanov was acting so fucking weird, why he was only checking on his rival so late at night, why Rozanov didn’t want Marlow to even have a glimpse into what was behind that door.

    Holy shit.

     

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    In which a single misunderstanding spirals into becoming the MHL's greatest secret: Shane Hollander is pregnant.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    Thirty-five and recently dumped by his fiancé for not being "compatible," veteran hockey star Shane Hollander goes on what was supposed to be his honeymoon in the gay capital of Mexico. Luckily for him, his all-inclusive resort comes with a ridiculously hot cabana boy. He's sweet, thoughtful, and great in bed. There has to be a catch.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    It’s ironic, really, that the first time Ilya ever brings up an Omega he’s interested in is also the moment Shane knows for certain something that he’s been trying to deny for years.

    That Shane is utterly, irrevocably, devastatingly head over heels in love with his best friend.

    It’s the only secret he’s ever kept from Ilya. It seems like it’s going to be one that he’s taking to his grave.

    Ilya is planning to build a nest for the Omega he’s courting. Shane has feelings about that.

    or the best friends to lovers omegaverse college AU nobody asked for.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    “Wha’ happened?” Shane mumbles.

    Ilya presses the call button for the nurse. “You took a bad hit during the game. We are at hospital.”

    Shane frowns. “What game?” he asks, and then, “Who are you?”

    Ilya blinks back the panic rising in his throat. “Shane, what the fuck? Is me. Ilya.”

    Shane is still frowning. “Rozanov?” he asks, and suddenly, like he’s had a premonition, Ilya knows what Shane is going to say next. Knows from the furrow between his brows and the hunch in his shoulders and the hands that are very conspicuously not reaching for him.

    “Rozanov,” Shane says again. “What the fuck are you doing here?”

    So this is what it feels like for your heart to break.

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    Or: In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit during a game and wakes up with no memory of the last twelve years of his life.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Oh absolutely