Nadul
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Buck makes his way down the hallway silently – forcing himself not to poke his head into Christopher’s room one last time – and locks the door as he leaves. The sound of the deadbolt turning brings tears to his eyes. It just feels so final.
It isn’t until he reaches the loft that he realizes the shirt he grabbed from the floor is Eddie’s. It smells like laundry detergent and cologne and smoke and something that’s unique to Eddie – a scent that Buck could recognize blind, could find his way to in a burning building.
He leans against the door and cries, allows himself to mourn for Eddie and his team and his childhood and every other thing he’s fucked up because Evan Buckley is a great deal of things, but most of all he is a failure.
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Forgiveness is not something that Evan Buckley is worthy of.
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- Part 3 of blue writes 911
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24 Dec 2025
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“Why are you hurting me if you want me to love you?” Buck asked, his voice barely a whisper.
"Because you weren’t seeing clearly, were you Evan?” He sounded so genuine. The exhaustion that was taking over Buck’s mind was almost believing every word he said.
“Are you seeing a little more clearly now, Evan?” Buck almost said yes, and maybe that would’ve been the better response, but he could only think about the person he needed right now.
“You’ll never be him.” Buck said. “You’ll never be Eddie.”
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Buck has a stalker who is very jealous of Eddie.Bookmarked by Nadul
24 Dec 2025
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“Why not? You don’t look out for yourself. Someone’s gotta do it.”
“And you’re doing that how? By marrying me?”
”You—” There’s a pause on Eddie’s end of the line, like he’s just stopped himself from saying something regrettable. “I married you because you’re mine, Buckley.”
“I’m— what?”
“You heard me.”
“We’re best friends, Eddie.” Buck needs the reminder just as badly as Eddie does, to be honest. It's a fantasy and unless he crushes it now, Buck’s going to wind up even more heartbroken. “And you’re straight.”
Eddie just scoffs, “and you’re still mine.”
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Eddie marries Buck, Buck finds out a few days later
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24 Dec 2025
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“We have to move,” Eddie says.
Hen spits out her drink. Ravi groans and hits his head against the counter.
“This house is tainted now with Tommy,” Eddie spits. “Cursed.”
“You don’t believe in curses,” Ravi points out.
or Eddie finds out about Buck's hookup with Tommy and things spiral from there.
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23 Dec 2025
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Buck’s not suicidal, really, he’s not. There have been periods in his life when he contemplated it, but he’s never tried. That counts for something, right?
Where Buck writes more than one suicide note in his life, and Eddie finds them.
Bookmarked by Nadul
23 Dec 2025