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    “Mo Ran, look at me.” Mo Ran tries to look up at his shizun but his vision is too blurred. “Calm down and listen to me. I need you to think carefully. Do you have any idea who did this to you?”
    “I- I don’t know!” Mo Ran’s panic is overwhelming him. He can’t think clearly. All he can see is the fear in Chu Wanning’s eyes. Chu Wanning is afraid and he doesn’t even know about his past life. He doesn’t know how cruel Mo Ran really is. Was. Is. Through his tears, Mo Ran sobs, “Shizun! I really can’t think of anything!”
    For the first time in two lifetimes, Chu Wanning reaches across the table and pulls Mo Ran’s hands into his own. “It’s okay, Mo Ran. We’ll figure this out together. I will protect you.”
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    An AU in which Chu Wanning allows his little paper dragon to gossip about the spells he detected around the inn near the Guyueye auction and learns of the long hatred flower still residing dormant in Mo Ran’s heart.
    [Canon divergence from Chapter 87]

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Hermosa historia de erha.. TT TT. De alguna manera me hio llorar mas este final por los momentos felices...
    Duele, ¿sabes?
    <3 <3 <3

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    “A-Ning? What are you doing out here alone?” Chu Wanning jumps and spins around in the snow. Mo Ran is walking up to him, smiling. “Can I sit?”
    Chu Wanning nods and scooches over a little so Mo Ran has room on his cloak. Mo Ran sits, bumping shoulders with Chu Wanning. “What are you doing out here?” he asks again.
    Chu Wanning replies with the truth: “Didn’t want to be in the crowd.”
    Mo Ran pulls off his own cloak and drapes it over the two of them. “That’s a good idea. But you should have waited for me. I’ll sit with you so you don’t have to be alone.”

    As a disciple, all Chu Wanning wants to do is give his life to his shizun Mo Ran. As a shizun, all Mo Ran wants to do is protect his disciple. When the Heavenly Rift cuts open the sky, one of them does exactly what he promised himself he would, leaving the other to suffer.

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    03 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AU de erha.
    ¿Sé que es un final malo sin embargo sigo leyendo? Yes. ¿Doloroso? Demasiado, perfecto para la angustia.
    Amo a la autora.

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    "... will make more pills for you to not be a child anymore."
    Chu Wanning manages to choke out, "I don't want them."
    "What?"
    Something inside Chu Wanning is quickly unraveling. Pieces that he’s long forced himself to hold together for too long are falling apart, and now that they are Chu Wanning has no way to stop it.
    "Then what do you want?"
    Chu Wanning hides his face. "I don't know," He cries. "I just don't want to be me anymore."

    A Heavenly Rift AU in which Chu Wanning dies but Xia Sini sits by Mo Ran's side as he mourns his shizun.

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    27 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ¡Hermosa historia de erha!
    Lloré no sabes cuanto.. simplemente me hizo recordar tantas cosas.. y no ayuda escuchar "te seguiré por mil millas" de fondo. Jaja.
    Cada detalle, escena, etc de la historia.. Duele tanto. Angustia pura. ¡A esto me refiero con angustia maldita sea!
    ¡Hermoso! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    "Love is killing you. Love is watching you die. Hate is keeping you alive, keeping you by my side."

    Mo Ran loves without a heart.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Viendolo.. si, ni siquiera lo leí y solo vi algunos fragmentos. Te juro que es hermoso.

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mo Ran’s love was only ever that of the abyss. Dark and desperate and irreparable. Hua Binan should have known better than to lose himself gazing inside. To continue plucking off flower petals after the whisper he loves you not. What is love to a demon? What is love to a wounded dog?

    Mo Ran and Hua Binan keep each other company in purgatory.

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    02 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Estudio de personaje de Hua Binan.
    Lo mas hermoso que leí sobre este personaje. Ahora quiero leer mas sobre esto, jaja.