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    Shane ended the most significant relationship of his life because he believed the truth would destroy them both.

    Months later, Ilya comes out anyway.

    The catastrophe Shane spent years running from never arrives.

    The league moves on.
    Teammates rally around Ilya.
    Sponsors call.
    He falls in love again.
    He begins building a life defined not by secrecy, but by ordinary joys: a home, a future, arguments about adopting a dog.

    Left behind by a future he never thought possible, Shane is forced to confront an unsettling question: if the world didn't end for Ilya, what has all of his fear really been protecting?

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    23 Aug 2026

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    “I already have a boyfriend.”

    When Shane finds out that the girl he's been dating is polyamorous, he decides that he can totally deal with that.
    Shane has never been a jealous guy, after all.

    He is, however, not prepared for the charismatic menace that is Rose's other boyfriend; Ilya Rozanov.

    Or; That awkward moment when you're being dragged out of the closet by your boyfriend-in-law.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    God only knows why he thinks it's appropriate to send what can only be considered borderline nudes to Shane, who is straight and in a committed relationship. Shane, again, tries to talk to Jessica about it, but she assures him that it's no big deal, plus, since they're gonna fuck this week, Shane might as well get comfortable looking at him.

    A small part of him takes it as permission. A larger part takes offense. Because why do Ilya's pictures, literally any of them, incite more reaction in Shane's body than any nudes he's gotten from a girl?

    Or: Shane's girlfriend wants to watch him get fucked by a man to spice up their relationship. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander refuses to show up to Rose Landry’s wedding alone after having his heart broken by the man-of-honour.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, charming date-for-hire and possibly the hottest man Shane has ever seen. Shane needs him to play the perfect boyfriend for just one weekend.

    Trouble is, Ilya may be a little too good at the job.

    or: Ilya is worth every cent but won’t accept any money and Shane is about to become the biggest cliché of all time (who falls for the guy they hired to be their boyfriend?).

    Client!Shane 💸 Escort!Ilya

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    10 Aug 2026

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    ...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”

    “It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.

    Fuck his fucking life.

    “You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”

    “Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”

    Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.

    Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.

    (when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)

    (...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Fake Dating AU: Ilya wins a trip through a work raffle. He needs a +1 and has had a crush on his best friend Shane for years. Why not ask him to go with him?

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    09 Aug 2026

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    What if the Centaurs had to reconcile Hockey Hollander and Husband Hollander after he signs with Ottawa? Can they do it or are the two sides of one man really that incompatible?

    Shane Hollander takes over in assisting with drills while Ilya Rozanov is on Injury Reserve and the Centaurs get a little taste of what it's like to train like the Canadian Hockey Legend himself.

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    09 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 90

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    He could not stop thinking about it. Getting out of bed, good morning, Shane Hollander sucks cock. Driving to work, Shane Hollander sucks cock. Running on the treadmill, Shane Hollander sucks cock. Grabbing drinks with friends, Shane Hollander sucks cock. Jerking off, oh God, oh fuck, Shane Hollander sucks cock.

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    Ilya Rozanov is Boston’s team dentist. Shane Hollander loses a tooth.

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    04 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Delivery for V. Nikiforov?” The driver asks, holding out a pad for an electronic signature.

    “May I ask the sender?” He pauses before signing.

    “I don’t even know what it is, to be honest. They just paid me to drive it over. Been waiting all day.”

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    02 Aug 2026

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    "Do you think they've fallen for it?" Viktor mumbles, so quiet as to be nearly inaudible.

    He's asleep before Yuuri can ask what he means.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    364 days since the death of Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander has done little to pick up the pieces of his life. Feeling stuck and hopeless, he tries in the only way he knows how to reunite with Ilya. He closes his eyes at 12:00 AM on the one-year anniversary of the accident, hoping that one way or another, he won't have to face another day alone. He wakes up in his Montreal apartment in 2016, grappling with a realized prayer: a redo.

    Deciding to do things differently a second time around, Shane quickly discovers that a past he has already lived is surprisingly difficult to predict. Every choice he makes sends out unintended ripples, and no one is harder to read than Ilya himself, leaving Shane to question if his own rewritten steps are altering the man he died for.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, thirty-seven years old and a generational hockey player, had never paid much attention to the incoming draft prospects. But nineteen year old Shane Hollander was different.

    His stats were amazing, no dispute there, but it wasn’t exactly his athletic promise that enthralled Ilya almost to the point of obsession. No, it was something else. Something that pricked under Ilya’s skin, a feeling that left Ilya wondering if Shane Hollander inspired jealousy or lit the fire of his curiosity.

    Shane Hollander was gay.

    But the worst part of this whole thing was: not only was Ilya tortured by the idea that his potential “successor” was gay and confident in his sexuality, or that he was a great fucking hockey player.

    No, the worst part was that Shane Hollander was fucking gorgeous.

    Or: Openly gay rookie Shane Hollander and sexually repressed bisexual veteran player Ilya Rozanov

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's heart stuttered at the last clip. A video of hands toasting beer bottles. The camera rose and panned the hotel bar, swinging to Harris’s boyfriend and…Shane Hollander. Shane Hollander, in the same light blue shirt that Ilya had seen dashing around a street corner a few hours ago. Shane Hollander, a little rumpled, adorably jet-lagged, drinking at a hotel bar that Harris had conveniently tagged. Ilya knew, he just knew what he'd find when he clicked on the location. The back of his neck was buzzing, a bizarre intuition thrumming in him.

    The location opened, and Ilya had to bite back a laugh. Shane Hollander was in Hanoi, only a few minutes away from him.

    ***
    AU Shane produces a travel show hosted by Rose. When the crew touches down in Hanoi, they cross paths with a pair of travel influencers that Shane would prefer to never see again.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was unceremoniously traded by Boston after coming out as bisexual. Shane Hollander is his new captain. They are adjusting to their rivals-to-teammates arc with surprising professionalism and on-ice chemistry.

    They are keeping a respectful distance.

    Well, they were.

    After a late-night party at Shane’s house, Ilya passes out and catches Shane watching him sleep. Shane catches Ilya liking it.

    They may have discovered a loophole for exploration that even a high-strung hockey hero in extreme denial won't run from. As long as it remains a dream.

    At what point is a dark bedroom just a closet with a little more room?

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    22 Jul 2026

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    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "Shane thought, as he studied the creature’s face inches from his own, that it resembled reading poetry to someone on their deathbed; he’d been afforded the mercy of witnessing something very beautiful, before his death. 

    The memory of an annotation surfaced unconsciously, soothing his fear. A scrawled, frantic handwriting in one of the accounts, detailing that the pain of a nightwalker’s bite was remarkable; until replaced with incomparable ecstasy."

    or, apothecary Shane gets a late-night visit from a mysterious customer. 

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is one of the best search and rescue specialists in North America. He doesn't do private clients. He doesn't do rich adrenaline junkies with camera crews and a death wish. He does, apparently, do forty thousand dollars when his parents need it badly enough. One week on Karanov's summit should be simple. Assess the snowpack, make the call, go home. Then the storm rolls in, the helicopter can't fly, and Shane is stuck in an eleven by nine foot ranger station with Ilya Rozanov — Olympic gold medalist, professional daredevil, and the most infuriating man Shane has ever met.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    There is nothing physically wrong with Shane Hollander. He is just… not waking up. The doctors call it Selective Affective Stasis—a rare condition tied to unresolved emotion, to love left unspoken. There is only one known way to bring him back. It’s not about who loves him. It’s about who he would come back for.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    “Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.

    “Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”

    “What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.

    “This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    14 Jul 2026

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