Pissonmytoast
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wishful thinking, mindless dreaming by Pissonmytoast
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
03 Sep 2026
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Nobody was stable. Not after Abby came through the theater.
Tommy and Dina weren't capable, so Ellie stepped up.
Ellie owes him this one thing, allowing his bones to seep into the soil after they'd been planted there with love, not violence.
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- Part 1 of The guilt we don't speak of
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Forever & Always by Pissonmytoast
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
27 Aug 2026
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On Halloween night, Ellie is usually good at finding herself a distraction.
This Halloween is different, Ellie is forced to revel in the history she tried so hard to escape.Any other time she does this she ends up a mess for weeks. Turns out, talking to somebody changes the tune grief brings to life.
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Doe Eyed Gaze by Pissonmytoast
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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Ellie has been hunting since she was 14 - since Ellie has been 14, the hunting has been haunting her.
Deer are commonly hunted, but the hurt in Ellies chest will never go away
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Anne fucking hates Sasha's blue eyes
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Rand lays an egg and goes through a sexuality crisis and familial issues
Recent series
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The guilt we don't speak of by Pissonmytoast
Fandom The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
03 Sep 2026
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A Part of Me by stumblingaway
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
27 Jul 2024
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“Yeah,” JJ darts back over, looking up at her, “hey, mom?”
“Hm?”
“Why don’t you ever talk about your dad?”
It’s Ellie’s turn to freeze.
Ellie comes to a deeper understanding of Joel's decision through JJ.
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Now What I'm Gonna Say May Sound Indelicate by shinycopperpenny
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
27 Nov 2021
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Eddie Kaspbrak has lived his whole life being told that he's delicate, and he's not. And nearly bleeding out in an alien fear demon's lair has helped him realize that--as well as what he can live through. It puts his priorities in some perspective.
What he is, is injured. And married. To like, a woman. And gay. And stupidly, stupidly in love with Richie Tozier, after all these years. And he'd like to use his new lease on life to act on many of these things, if only Richie would cooperate.
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28 Sep 2023
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Why do yo assume your the smartest in the room
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I (39M) got stabbed twice today and now I want a divorce. Help?
Or: the one where Eddie is on Reddit.