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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    “I’m….going to Earth.”
    The sound of a mug shattering in Grace’s kitchen made Simon grimace from where he sat on the living room couch, staring down at his clasped hands. One of his legs gyrated beneath him, bouncing anxiously--a nervous tic he’d developed from spending time with Grace. His gut felt like it was eating itself alive.
    After a short beat of silence, Grace peeked his head around the kitchen entrance, his face paler than Simon had ever seen it.
    “....Come again?”

     

    Simon is terrified to love, and be loved. He can't bring himself to accept his new reality, thinking it too good to be true. Surely the Eridians actually want to kidnap him and dissect him. Surely this isn't actually a home, but a glorified zoo enclosure/prison cell. Surely the other shoe will drop soon.
    It doesn't, and Simon doesn't know how to deal with that.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    My eyes are wide, but I see nothing. My hand clenches around the sheets. My heart is pounding in my ears. I’m clawing through my brain, scratching at every inch of it to dig up something but there’s just… nothing. No memories. I can’t dredge up anything past the first time I woke up in this bed. I don’t know where I came from. I don’t know what happened to me.

    I don’t know who I am.

     

    Simon arrives on Erid with no memory. His wounds, his vessel, and his fear are his only clues to his past, and Grace his only shepherd.

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    Simon experiences amnesia on Erid similar to the amnesia Grace experienced on The Hail Mary.

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    21 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    我和理查德决定离开家时年轻的一无所有,除了我们黑暗的过去。

    不过好在理查德现在文明多了,我们十七岁时,他要摆脱我的计划是弄死我,而现在他只是跟我提离婚。
     

    Post-Canon?预警
    刑辩律师!Justin Pendleton x 演员!Richard Haywood

     

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
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    48
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    20 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    He wakes up before Richard, blinking his eyes open to a momentarily unfamiliar room awash in grey morning light. Thunder rumbles in the distance, and he heavily considers settling back against Richard’s warmth and letting the storm lull him back to sleep, but he knows that it isn’t a good idea. He manages to worm his way out of Richard’s hold, freezing when the boy lets out a dissatisfied grumble. He turns around to watch Richard’s brow furrow and his hand spread out against the sheets, seeking Justin’s body heat, but then he rolls over onto his stomach—onto Justin’s side of the pillow—and settles back into sleep. Justin collects his clothes off the floor and redresses, hesitating before taking Richard’s t-shirt off and setting it on the bed.

    He swipes the CD when he leaves.

    A continuation of In The Room Where You Sleep where Justin finds the sex tape and all hell breaks loose :)

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    20 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Grace tries and fails to fix his touch starvation, and Simon ends up in the wrong place at the wrong time.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Now that Ryland has brought Simon home, they have to figure out how they fit together. What does a romance between a human and a mer look like for them?
    Also, they should probably learn to communicate at some point.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    20 Aug 2026

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    He’s not much of a talker, Grace has quickly discerned, the words he does share are spoken gruffly but quietly, even the gratuitous swearing. More habit than actually irate. Still, Grace is just wondering how to fill the silence without just rambling when Simon cautiously ventures, “Say I’m not dead. Say it is real… why rescue me? Why fix me up?”

    He tilts his head, nonplussed, “Because you were stranded and you were hurt.”

    “That’s not what I’m asking,” spoken through gritted teeth. “At least, at least be honest with me. For what reason? What do you want in return?”

    In his lap, Grace’s fingers flex.

    “I don’t want anything in return,” he says steadily.

    (A bloodymary fix-it fic with extra emphasis on touch starvation, and boy is Grace ravenous.)

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Dr. Grace has a very particular set of skills. Teaching middle schoolers is no easy task, and he finds himself falling back on those patterns as he fights to save humanity.

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    5 times Grace teaches the Project Hail Mary team like children + 1 time they appreciate it

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    20 Aug 2026

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    “I don’t know,” says Simon. “I don’t even know where we’re going, they won’t tell me.” He buries his face in his knees and arms again, and Grace hears something that sounds suspiciously like a sob. Maybe Simon’s eyeballs were sweating too.

    “You have to promise you’ll come back,” Grace demands, his own lower lip trembling. "Pinky promise!" He jabs his pinky into Simon’s cheek and pokes him with it until Simon looks up.

    Simon’s eyes are red-rimmed, but Grace’s glad that he’s managed to surprise just the tiniest smile from him. “I’m not pinky promising, that shit’s for babies,” he says, eyeing Grace’s extended pinky with mock disdain.

    “Then how am I supposed to know you’ll keep your promise?” Grace shoots back.

    “We gotta seal the deal with something else,” Simon says seriously.

     

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    A modern-day AU with no astrophage or the quiet rapture where Simon and Grace are childhood friends and met at a playground when they were eight.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    When he was asked to describe what his friends would describe himself as, he immediately filled in that he had no friends to note of. That was immediately scratched out. He imagined him as the things he was.

    A man. A scientist. A teacher, above all else, when he originally never considered the occupation.

    He never considered he'd need to be more in tune with his designation, until it was the only thing separating him and the man the Eridian Space eploration team found on a blood moon.

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    18 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    It must be the oxygen deprivation getting to him, but for a moment, he sees the situation unfolding from outside of his body. He sees himself pressed into the wall, trying to explain himself. He sees Richard, all torn up about Lisa Mills of all people—or, well, he supposes that Richard’s actually all torn up about Justin, getting in his face to find out where he’s been, what he did, and with who. In Justin’s anoxic haze, he gets the absurd idea that Richard would almost look like his jealous lover to an outside observer. The thought would make him laugh if he could spare the air, but the black spots dancing in his vision hiss at him to press the point.

    Justin ordinarily prides himself on his ability to keep Richard happy and relatively compliant, but there’s a deeper part of him that loves to push the other boy’s buttons, and Justin can’t even breathe, let alone hold that part of himself back right now.

    “We kissed,” he says. Then, “What does that have to do with us?”

    Fellas is it gay to have sex with your friend so he doesn't have sex with a girl

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    23
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    17 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    After a risky bank robbery, tension sparks between Driver and Luke inside the Chevy, leading to something else entirely.

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    16 Aug 2026

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    Simon's favorite (only followed) OnlyFans creator has a special announcement and he will make some truly stupid decisions to be the one to meet SweetnSour in person.

    Ryland's kept his OnlyFans account and his job as a middle school teacher as separate as he can get them, but what if he can use his "side hustle" to fund his science club? Now he just has to hope that his favorite subscriber, Panax_ginseng, has some spare cash to blow.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    15 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    Colt觉得片场新来的那个家伙有点意思。
    而那个新人想把Colt按倒,从头到脚干个透。
    不过嘛,他们打算先慢慢来,算是这么回事吧。好吧,其实也不怎么算。

    【译者注】:第一次翻R文,欢迎捉虫~(26/8/8已校对)
     
    配对Colt × Driver,特技组。

    公开场合自慰(大概算吧),过去遭受过儿童虐待,我觉得???带点剧情的黄文,双性Driver。
    自慰,骑脸,吞精,内射,主/奴暗示,唾液as润滑剂,体型差,阴道指交,无触碰高潮,多重高潮,腿交,互磨阴茎,潮吹,赞美癖,淋浴性爱,晨间性爱,Colt是个乖狗狗(Good boy)吗,big dick Driver。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    12 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 66

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    “How… did you leave?” Driver can’t help but ask. He’s been wondering since he woke up.

    Ryland tilts his head in confusion. “…Through the front door?” He gestures at said door with his thumb. Driver barely manages to not roll his eyes.

    “No, I mean—” He huffs, begging for words to work with him for once. “I mean, how were you able to leave while I was… like that?”

    “Ah,” Ryland’s confusion melts away to painful understanding and frustration.

     

    Driver goes into an unexpected heat, which he hasn't had in years. He can deal with it himself. He doesn't need any help. He doesn't trust anyone, let alone an alpha, to help him through a heat. And he certainly doesn't trust the overly sweet, awkward alpha he kind of became friends with when he moved in six months ago. No, definitely not him.

    *Knock knock knock*

    Fuck.

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    Comments:
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    11 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Driver had technically thrown the first fist. This excused nothing.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    He pictured Simon behind him pressed all along his back, hot and heavy and breathing like he was barely holding himself together. Simon’s hand over his mouth. Grace wanted it so fucking bad. He wanted Simon wound past thinking, past all that restraint. Wanted Simon’s teeth at his neck and Simon’s hand low on his stomach, holding him still while Grace fell apart against him. He wanted Simon making those broken growling sounds into his skin like Grace was prey, or food, or home, or some fucked-up fourth thing Grace didn’t have a word for.

     

    Grace’s knees bent; he was barely standing.

     

    He bit down on his lip to keep quiet and pushed his fingers deeper.

     

    A low breath came from in front of him.

     

    “Grace.”

     

    His eyes snapped open.

     

    Shit.

    (For those of you scrolling with your phone in one hand and morals in the other the smut starts in the chapter titled “under the jaw”)

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    Chapters:
    15/15
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    1,004
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    372
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    28 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 1

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    25 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    luke X 双性driver

    窒息 蝎子塑车手 潮吹 吃批 手腕捆绑 因为是昆虫塑所以会有隐晦的发情描写(?

    一个对待性态度非常微妙的车手
    一个对待犯罪行为和犯罪分子很向往的luke

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    42
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    9
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    360

    25 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    献给格雷斯

    Ryland Grace X Colt Seavers

    《吞下你们的爱欲和体液》前传

    预警:双性colt、药物描写、雌堕暗示、初夜、风险性行为

    一次药物驱使的性,一次无套内射,一次缺失的after care 引发了柯尔特覆水难收的性问题。

    不过没关系,在不远的将来,造成这个问题的人会安心地接手并将它们一一解决,或者恶化。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    6,886
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    391

    25 Jul 2026

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