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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Almost in tandem, they moved to the middle of the bed, curling up next to each other. Arms slung over waists, Robby’s face in Jack’s hair, Jack’s face against his neck. A sigh of contentment.

    “Yashenka moy,” Robby murmured, leaning his head against him.

    Jack’s answer came immediately: “Mishenka moy.”

    My Jack. My Robby.

    They were words that had been spoken thousands of times: whispered into necks, exchanged over traumas, said across rooftop railings. It meant: I’m here. I’ve got you. You’re not alone. It’s just us. Take my hand. We’re in this together. It's you and me.

    Simply put, it meant: I love you.

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    11 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ТАКАЯ НЕЖНАЯ ТОСКА, ДУШЕВНОЕ И НЕЖНОЕ

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    It's New Year's Eve, Robby has plans and Jack isn't working. Jack's called in to cover and ends up with concussion.

    It's no big deal, not like Robby was planning to propose or anything.

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    11 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ГОСПОДИ БОЖЕ ОНИ НЕЖНЕЙШИЕ, Я ИХ ОБОЖАЮ, НУ МОЯШКИНЫ😭❤️🤌

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    “No, what’s deranged Michael, is you thinking you could fucking kill yourself out here, and I would just stay home to find out about it from some brainless small-town cop.” It rolls out of Jack, face hard, in a single wave full of vitriol and spit. His face is cold and detached, but his eyes are glassy, wet, and Michael wants to cry. He hates hurting Jack.

    ***
    Michael leaves for his sabbatical ready to die, affairs neatly arranged and plan in place. Except he does not die, pushing it further and further away, searching for something.
    He finds a hill, a lake, words, and Jack sitting on the porch of his rented cabin.
    This is a story about being saved.

     

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Нежнейшеек, хрупкое, колюче нежное

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    It landed deep in Robby's chest, a warm kind of awareness rising; this was Jack's version of care. He may not approve of the bike, but he was trying to make sure Robby was as safe as possible on it.

    Jack dropped the Garmin back to the table and tapped the pocket knife. "And a Leatherman ARC. It's got like twenty tools on here. Basic stuff, but it'll help you fix some things. And before you argue, you never know what could go wrong on the road. If you're not always prepared, you're never prepared."

    "Are you about to hit me with 'two is one, one is none?'" Robby asked, only slightly mocking.

    Jack jutted his chin forward, stubborn. "If I thought you'd take two, I'd send two."

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    08 Aug 2026

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    ДЕВКИ, Я РЫДАЮ😭🤌🤌🤌

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dr. Jack Abbot talks to his therapist after Dr. Robby Robinavitch leaves the Pitt on his suicidal motorcycle sabbatical. Over weeks of sessions, Jack works through his complicated feelings and fears -- only to discover that Robby is not just his friend.

    I wanted to imagine what Jack's sessions with his therapist sounded like, and this is how I thought they might go. Enjoy!

    Warnings: Suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, self harm, death of spouse, major bodily injury (Jack's leg) are all mentioned/referenced but not shown/described.

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    06 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Милотаааа