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    this countryside's burnin' with wolfmen fairies dressed in drag for homicide / they hit and run, plead sanctuary, 'neath the holy stone they hide / they're breakin' beams and crosses with a spastic's reelin' perfection / nuns run bald through Vatican halls pregnant, pleadin' immaculate conception / and everybody's wrecked on Main Street from drinking unholy blood / sticker smiles sweet as gunner breathes deep, his ankles caked in mud.

    - lost in the flood, bruce springsteen

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    03 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    The first time it happened, he threw up.

    Not afterwards.

    He threw up while he was still inside her. 

    It had pooled over the edge of the bed, sick and orange. Filled with the remnants of his dinner. He remembered staring at the mess, eyes unfocused and wet. His hair had stuck to the sides of his face, salty with sweat and tears. 

    Disgusting.

    And wrong.

    All of it was wrong.

     

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    The summer before his fifth year, Walburga decides to take the matter of the Black family heir into her own hands. Sirius is merely a pawn. A means to an end. A tool. But the woman he's been engaged to is almost twice his age. Not that Walburga cares. Not that any of them care.

    Oh.

    And he's in love with Remus.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT!! I'm in love with this fic

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Sirius Black enters into his second year at Hogwarts school. The continued weight of his family's expectations feels heavy on his young shoulders but he has more hope now that he is finding ways to please them. On the Dueling lane he feels like the proper Heir of the Black name. Though what that means, he has still to learn.

    Regulus Black has joined his brother at Hogwarts but feels more isolated than ever. Sirius seems distant, even when they stand together on the Dueling lane. Regulus is supposed to be his brother's Second, but he cannot help but see the distance growing between them as Sirius leans more and more on the friends he calls Marauders.

    Beside all this there is something brewing. Remus can feel the wildness of the magic in the forest. Minerva hears the whisper of Darkness rising. Things are changing in the wizarding world, though the boys are still too young to know what this will mean for their futures.

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    07 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 87

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    This series is a canon-divergent journey following Remus and Sirius through their time at Hogwarts and beyond.
    It starts with a young Sirius finding young Remus caged in a Menagerie and the two becoming friends. The two are united from the start however they both come from two very different worlds and are each fighting to break from their own cages.
    This fic explores the two discovering their little found family, discovering different aspects of themselves, and eventually discovering their deep love for one another.

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    07 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    "Has anyone, ever, actually managed to stop my big brother from doing something that he wants to do?" Regulus lifted his amber-liquid filled glass, mockingly. "Because that would be news to me."

    Detective Remus Lupin and his partner James Potter are assigned to investigate one of the most notorious crime families in New York City. Their chosen target for getting someone on the inside? Sirius Black.

    Things don’t go to plan, for anyone.

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    24 Sep 2025