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Ilya felt the life drain out of him and suddenly he wished he was sleeping again. Anything but here, anything but stuck trapped in his body and mind. The dazed nothingness was missed like a torn limb ejected from his body, leaving him in a state of shock.
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I Tried to be Better, I Tried by Xielianfp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Shane heard Jackie behind him talking to the nurse in a failed attempt at keeping her voice down. He heard the words, ‘possible suicide attempt’ and, ‘no pulse’ before they were out of ears reach. He shakily exhaled and let himself be led into the family bathroom.
“He’s a fighter.” Hayden supplied gently.
“I know.” Shane replied.
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I Didn't See You Before But I See You Now by Xielianfp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Ilya hadn't cried the first time his father hit him, but he was crying now. Ilya should have been that light for Shane, he should be uncomplicated and caring. Instead he’s sitting on his own bathroom floor covered in his own blood not even considering how Shane would feel upon finding out their tiles may never recover.
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When Dean walks into an empty alleyway he is ambushed by a very hungry and very apologetic vampire who calls himself Castiel.
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Wretchedly Timid by Xielianfp
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
05 Nov 2024
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“For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expressions on peoples faces.” - Osamu Dazai
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After being arrested Dazai now has to find a way to return back to the port mafia and back to the darkness. But by the time he actually has a chance, will he still want to leave? Or will he realize the light suited him better after all?
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My Heart is Yours, it's You that I Hold on to by Xielianfp
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 May 2026
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Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc
24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi
24sbug: I really like your blog
24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha
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"Sometimes, I slip," Ilya says.
"Like, on the ice?" Shane asks.
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Or: Ilya sometimes wakes up a different age, but it isn't quite time travel. He and Shane navigate their relationship around one more obstacle.
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Shappicly-Shappo OP
Fair question! I didn’t go looking for them or anything. Doing some side work for a local moving company (just boring documentation thank god. I’m much too frail for manual labor!!!) and according to my boss it was left behind by a client ‘‘forever ago” and was never claimed. Knowing him that probably means they didn’t deliver it a decade ago and the client never called looking for it. They were doing a big storeroom clean out and were just going to toss it, so I thought I’d snag it!imhavingabadtime_0158
So, you just picked up a bunch of old journals you couldn’t read? Didn’t you say you just started grad school? Girl, are you not busy enough????Or Ilya loses his old journals in the move to Ottawa.
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Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.
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TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé: From Russia With Love by ilyaskotenok
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Aug 2026
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Shane joins a Russian dating website to find companionship, Ilya joins to find a green card. They both think the other person is catfishing them, but can’t stop talking to each other anyway and eventually end up on TLC’s 90 Day Fiancé.