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If you stay, I would even wait all night (the song is true & it’s all we have) by abrightervoid_mydear for Amuse_me
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
25 May 2024
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Chay wishes there had been an explanation note attached to the song. Because he's a bit lost, honestly. Mainly because of how he feels like he understands it perfectly, but isn't sure whether he can trust himself. He thought he'd understood Kim before and had been proven wrong.
- Since he can't figure out what to say to Kim, he's just going to take a page out of Kim’s book and figure out what to sing to him instead.or: you know when a boy breaks your heart and then sends you a love song a while later, so you show up at his apartment at 2 am to talk (sing) about it
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this light, it's warm taste by abrightervoid_mydear
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
20 May 2023
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All throughout the conversation he keeps catching Kim staring at his mouth. Talking and laughing like this, Chay’s fangs are fully visible. It’s an easy assumption to make - especially when there’s something like curiosity in Kim’s gaze - that maybe they are what has caught Kim’s attention.
“You can touch them if you want.” Chay suggests, impulsively and then immediately wishes he could just not say things sometimes. Oh yes. Ask your crush to put his literal fingers in your mouth like you’ll be normal about that.
“You sure?” Kim tilts his head with the question, strands of his hair falling into his face with the movement. It's adorable. Chay could bite him. He won’t.or: Chay is a vampire, Kim is very biteable.
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take my hand, wreck my plans by abrightervoid_mydear for Scattered_Stardust16
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
11 Feb 2023
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Big really wants to kiss Tankhun, he does something about it.
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End Racism in the OTW | meet me in the pouring rain by abrightervoid_mydear
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
07 Nov 2022
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The whole thing is a mess. They'll both be drenched to the bones soon, Chay knows. Feels it in the way the coldness of a light breeze makes even more of his shirt stick to his back via redirecting the rain against him. But he can't make himself move. Because he's pretty sure he just heard Kim giggle.
Its a rainy saturday afternoon & they finally kind of figure their stuff out. (They kiss in the rain. That's it.)
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too heavy to carry (I´ll never leave) by abrightervoid_mydear for Quallian42
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
06 Aug 2022
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The thing is: He’s just fine going into water.
The thing is: It’s been two weeks.Lucius doesn´t realize his newly gained fear, because let´s face it - that´s what it is, of water, would stop him from such mundane things as washing his hair.
Pete helps.
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i beg to differ, said the red fox by deervsheadlights
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
25 May 2026
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For three hours, he’s at the beach, takes off his socks and hikes Ilyukhina’s dress up, and stands in the water. He left the cane on the shore; it hurts to let his frame bear the brunt of gravity unsupported. The reliable tide, just cool enough to chill him a little, laps at his shins.
He closes his eyes and tries to forget about himself, the familiar ache in his joints and spine. Allows himself to imagine something else.
A different truth, a hypothetical, a thought exercise.
Rocky can't bear to lose Grace. But he can bear to watch Grace wither away from a sickness easily cured by Earth medicine even less.
Grace has to make another choice.
Or: After thirteen years on Erid, Grace leaves his true home for Earth. Eva Stratt lives to see him return. Earth takes note of the changes.
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15 Jun 2026
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tell it slant by tofuflower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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He’s not alone—hardly ever is, in Boston.
But maybe, just maybe, he’s lonely.
It sneaks up on him in stupid moments: standing in line at the bank, catching a ride with Connors after practice, because he doesn’t have a car yet. Lying awake at night with the low hum of traffic outside and the wrong kind of silence pressing in around him.
In his rookie year, Ilya makes an anonymous online friend. Unfortunately, it's a terrible idea.
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16 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 9 of my heated rivalry fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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10 Mar 2026
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When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.
OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.
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25 Feb 2026
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Lily and Jane's Reddit Adventures by BetterNameToCome (SpoonDeficiency)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”
Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….
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22 Feb 2026