aintafraidtodie
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- Original Work (1)
- Mayhem (Band) (1)
- the GazettE (Band) (1)
- Dir en grey (1)
- Stray Kids (Band) (1)
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"SpearB releases new album - Doodle! Listen now!"
South Korean hip-hop magazines are talking about nothing but Changbin's new masterpiece – topping several charts in just a few days. It's all Han Jisung has seen these past few days. Everyone's congratulating the asshole, praising him – at the company, online, in his friends' chat groups. Their friends. His and Changbin’s.
Everyone is celebrating yet another achievement of the person Han Jisung hates most in the world.
But he finally puts his years-long plan into action, after realizing that giving his best in his raps or compositions is pointless. Jisung has only one goal now: to put as much distance as possible from his daily hell.
But would hell want to leave his side?
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- Part 5 of Chaos
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,626
- Chapters:
- 1/6
- Kudos:
- 1
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The world was no longer the same. The cities, the countries were completely different from what they were some years ago. Minds continued to be manipulated, but also in an odd way for today's society.
It is in this scenario that Toshiya and his friends will begin their life's Mission. One or two may not survive. It may be that your whole community will be destroyed. Everything depended on themselves. And the help of some who lived far above their heads. Far beyond what they could imagine.
But it is after a failed attempt to execute the Mission that Toshiya will need to review what is really important.
Why he was still alive in the City of Light.
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- Part 4 of Chaos
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,459
- Chapters:
- 2/?
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It was the little moments that mattered. Who really made it all worthwhile and helped him not give up on staying there. There in that hug, in those words... in that love. The love that was so nourished between them was changing; consuming only leftovers. Crumbs of years together, years of being each other's world.
Before, he'd wondered why she smiled like orange, and how her eyes could be as red as amaryllis. So shiny and from another planet, but still so her. Now, he wondered why everything looked so gray.
Could it be the bombs outside? Or would it be...Series
- Part 3 of Chaos
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,655
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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Stop what you are doing. Look around. Breathe deeply. Close and open your eyes. What do you feel? What do you see? Who's around? Do you hear the birds' noise? Or your own breathing? And what about what you ate this morning? Have you scheduled your next night out with that friend?
Because there are things that we don't even realize before the worst. They go unnoticed in our routines. In the rush of our lives. But come on, think about it. It can’t be that hard, right? Realize how lucky you are.
And do you know why?
Well, you are still alive.
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- Part 2 of Chaos
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Three young guys looking for the right vocalist for their recently formed band, end up discovering not only that they are capable of creating a new concept for music, but also what is darkness.
The real darkness.
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- Part 1 of Chaos
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Chaos by aintafraidtodie
Fandom Dir en grey, Mayhem (Band), Original Work, Stray Kids (Band), the GazettE (Band)
11 Aug 2026
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- 36,215
- Works:
- 5
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This boat isn't big enough for the both of us by ToasterDrowner
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
22 Aug 2026
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And he looked at him, the way he always did, with eyes so soft and understanding. Like Jisung wasn’t a failure and wasn’t a burden and god it was all too much.
"I love you," he blurted out without thinking. Immediately, he wanted to take it back, like his words had somehow bruised the fabric of the universe. But he couldn’t, and he didn’t. Changbin was right. If he were meant to sink, he was going to make sure he sank so deep no one could dredge him back.
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'Sua memória prescrita nos lençóis desta cama vazia, onde um dia o vi se aconchegar. Te olhei sem crivo e mistério, com todos os defeitos, não nego, porque era você quem um dia não veria voltar’
Han Jisung partiu. Em uma sexta à tarde, sentado contra os blocos de azulejos presos sobre a parede do banheiro úmido, com olhos fechados e a mão sobre o próprio peito.
Han, com seu sorriso tão intenso quanto um dia quente de verão e toda sua mente incansavelmente trabalhosa, que por sua vez, e última, havia o traído para sempre. -
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Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.
The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write. -
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Já faziam três anos que Jisung não abria seus olhos, e Changbin já não sabe mais se vale a pena insistir.
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"I bet he cries when he comes," Minho can't help but murmur, scowling across the room at the smiling boy everyone just seemed to be in love with.
"No way," Hyunjin immediately protests with a scoff. "Where did you even get that idea?"
"Minho's just moody 'cause he knows Chan wouldn't wanna fuck him," Seungmin states with way too much assuredness.
"Oh great." Jisung has finally torn his reverent stare away from Chan to cast Minho some wary side-eye, watching how his best friend has gone dangerously quiet, eyes thinned into a suddenly competitive glare. "Now Minho is gonna have to get Chan to fuck him just to prove a point."
"And I will make him cry," Minho promises.
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Minho and Chan were total opposites in every way: sharp frowns versus wide smiles, chocolate hair versus beach blonde waves, unforgiving cold against total sunshine. Chan was popular and loved by all, and Minho really couldn't give a fuck.
So why, why, why were they perfect for each other?