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    After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.

    Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.

    It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.

    It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.

    He can’t think about that now.

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    Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    It takes a village to get Shane Hollander through a years' long situationship. AKA. Lily texts Hayden and JJ for help with something. Group chats ensue.

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    24 Oct 2026

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    “All the cool players have them” Young explained.  “Roz, Bood… Even Hollander-”

    Ilya’s heart squeezed, the way it always did when he heard his name like this. 

    “Hollander doesn’t have a tattoo.” Ilya found himself saying.

    “Yeah he does.” Young argued.

    Ilya turned around in his seat, meeting four sets of confused eyes.

    “No… he doesn’t.” He repeated.

    “I saw it at the All-Stars Game.” Hayes explained.

    “On Hollander.” Ilya clarified, as though they were mistaken. As if Hayes suddenly had a different All Stars team captain last week. A team, it should be noted, that Ilya was supposed to be on had he not missed this year. For the first time, ever.

    “Yeah?” Hayes said, eyebrows raised.

    What the fuck.

    “Cool. Cool. Super cool.” Ilya said. “What was it?”

    “Oh, I don’t know.”

    Ilya might kill his goalie.

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    OR: Shane Hollander get a new tattoo, and apparently everyone's seen it. Well, everyone except his boyfriend

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    22 Oct 2026

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    “Um,” Shane sighs. “It’s a curse, I guess.”
    Icy dread and hot anger coalesce into a hard ball in Ilya’s chest. “What curse?”
    Shane tosses his head, runs a hand through his hair. He looks out the window, because whatever is going on with him is clearly too agonizing to experience while looking directly at Ilya’s face. He crosses his arms over his chest, lurches a single step towards Ilya like he’s attached to a string pulled taut.
    “Remember rookie season,” Shane says, apropos of nothing.
    Ilya cuts a sharp, humorless grin. “Most of it.”
    “They put you on Curse Protocol. You said it was a hazing thing. And I told you, do you remember, that I’d heard of guys—”
    “Getting their dicks cursed off,” Ilya says.
    “Yeah,” Shane says, eyes refusing to settle. He looks fucking hunted, like he expects to be brutally struck down in the very near future. “Well.”

    Shane Hollander is not the first hockey player to be the victim of a nasty playoff curse, but this one is a little different. Ilya rises to the occasion in a couple of ways.

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    18 Oct 2026

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    Shane adopts Microwave. Vlad adopts Ilya. Shane and Ilya aren’t dating.
    Their cats, unfortunately, are.

    OR: the M(cat)PREG rom-com nobody asked for

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    11 Oct 2026