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    Mike's life is split in three categories; the life he should have, the life he wants to have, and the life he has to have. Currently, he's living in limbo between all three; he'll never have that white-picket fence and suburban wife, not when the only girl he could try to love has left him, and while he's finding it harder to live the life he has to have— the life where he hides himself so deep, not even the people he loves know who he is— he'll never get the life he wants, either.

    Limbo sucks, to put it simply. He's so close to what he wants (which is Will, no matter how hard he tries to shove it down) but he just can't push past that barrier and talk to Will, not when everything he does always feels wrong.

    But, maybe, Mike might come to learn that what he wants isn’t so bad, after all.

    (Or; Mike's struggle with his internalized homophobia— among other things, including the concept of free will, Robin Buckley's mildly terrifying presence, and wanting things Mike's sure he doesn't deserve— structured around the five stages of grief. You can mourn a life you'll never live, and you can mourn someone you haven't actually lost.)

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    31 Jan 2026

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    EXTREMELY NSFW fic told from the perspective of Groot.

    EDIT 04/05/2021:
    Wow. I just found out this is the top fic on AO3. I’m losing my mind. Thank you guys for the kudos & views! If you want you can follow me on Tumblr: @grootficguy

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    11 Jan 2026

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    In which one Dazai Osamu, freshly out of the the port mafia with a dead best friend, reaches out to the closest person he has to an equal, for… comfort?

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    13 Dec 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    READ THIS

  4. Rec 20

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    Whatever cosmic karma shit was going on here, whatever Gods there were upstairs, they were pointing their fingers at him and laughing their fat, useless asses off. How in all seven hells was he going to explain this madness to anyone if he couldn't even talk? And what the everloving fuck was he going to do now?

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    13 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    unironically my fav fanfic ever