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    Shane’s ex-girlfriends keep coming out as queer. He’s trying to be supportive, he really is, okay? Listen, he’s an ally! But it’s sort of becoming a problem. For pretty obvious reasons, because people are definitely starting to notice—Ilya most of all.

    (AKA, I give Shane the most absurd queer community and convoluted coming-of-age journey of all time and it still somehow gradually makes things better in the long run.)

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Luca isn’t exactly experienced. He’s only slept with two guys: Yannick, and Mathis (who Luca would like to delete from his memory). One girl, too: Annika, his parents’ friends’ daughter, who was kind and funny and liked being on top. So, three people in total, even though Luca is not sure if Yannick counts twice. The first time they had sex was years ago; seventeen and fumbling through the motions in Luca’s childhood bedroom after class, with the Ilya Rozanov poster watching from the wall.

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    Luca's POV of the night which resulted in his leaked sex tape

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    09 Jul 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    No matter the trope.
    No matter the universe.
    No matter the setup.
    They find each other.

    “Great, I just need some info from you.” Shane flipped to a new page in the order book and pulled out his favorite pen. “What’s your name?”

    The man tilted his head, smiling almost indulgently at him. Shane waited patiently, then smiled awkwardly when there was no name forthcoming. “You don’t know?” the man said.

    “Your name? No, I don’t– sorry, have we met before?” Shane asked, suddenly embarrassed. He didn't remember seeing this man in the shop before. Oh god, had they gone on a date and he forgot? It had been awhile since he went out with anyone, so it must have been quite a long time ago if that was the case. But Shane was sure he would remember someone who looked and sounded like that.

    The man’s smile widened. “I must just have one of those faces,” he said. “My name is Ilya.”

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Maybe this is the best part of achieving any kind of semblance of fame: you know a guy who knows the movie star Rose Landry who knows the history buff and celebrity architect, Shane Hollander. Nerdy hunks with a hard ons for historic home renovations do not grow on trees. Ilya Rozanov, reigning Top Chef winner from the all-Canadian season and new historic home owner, is well aware he's found a diamond lost in the rough.

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    Shane Hollander knows it is completely and utterly unprofessional to be sucking off his celebrity client, Ilya Rozanov, in the decrepit historic home the chef's charged the architect in reviving. But here they are, sneaking around construction crews and lying to themselves that this isn't a problem. But this is a problem neither men want to ever go away.

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    14 May 2026