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  1. Rec 5

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    Leo’s voice stayed low beyond control. “You’re too fucking pissed to be even listening to me.”

    Sangwon could feel his pulse was already in his throat. “Then stop talking.”

    Leo moved first. One step around the table then another, until there was almost no distance left for him to cross. Sangwon didn’t retreat. He couldn’t. He tilted his chin up instead, eyes hard, daring him.

    Leo’s hand landed on the edge of the table beside Sangwon’s hip, caging him in. The other caught the front of Sangwon’s hoodie and dragged him forward until their noses brushed. The contact heavy and deliberate.

    “You want me here,” Leo said, his whisper more of a threat. “You just hate that you do.”

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    When the grounds he built his life on starts giving out under him, Sangwon's entire team is left with one last resort, and it ends up having everything to do with him swallowing his pride to put himself once more at the hands of the person he had never stopped trying to hate.

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    05 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 1

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    Jiahao spent ten years learning how to love Junseo.

    Three months after they divorce, he finds out Junseo spent those same ten years learning all the little things there were to love about him.

    Or, the ten things Jiahao loves about Junseo, told through their memories.

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    03 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 12

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    Mrs Li is in the hall when he gets there, leaning over the balcony as she smokes a cigarette. She waves at him as he passes, and he gives her a small salute. "Say hi to your boyfriend for me, sweetheart," she says, winking.

    "He's not my boyfriend," Sangwon grumbles, pretending he doesn't see the way she grins with glee at her successful teasing. It appears to have become something of an inside joke with their neighbours, likely because of the way they all have to put up with them screaming at each other at all hours of the day.

    Well. Sangwon screams. Leo just does nothing, like always.

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    Leo's a netrunner who works nights. His roommate thinks he's lazy. After a job gone wrong, they end up with a six-year-old girl depending on them to keep her safe.

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    02 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 43

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    Teetee Wanpichit is a busy idol with a packed schedule. He loves meeting his fans and sending them on their way, until one day he meets Por, a small framed boy with a lasting first impression. Unable to get Por from his mind, Teetee contemplates with himself about the boundaries between artist and fan. That was until Por helped him discover something about himself, a deep rooted kink he would've never thought to explore.

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    29 Aug 2026

  5. Rec 29

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    29 Aug 2026