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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Alyosha has spent years feeding on animals rather than become the thing he was made into. Then a blizzard leaves a stranger freezing on his doorstep, and one act of mercy becomes something he can't undo — because Mitya keeps coming back, keeps offering, and keeps looking at him like a person instead of what he actually is. The trouble isn't that Alyosha is hungry. It's that he's started to want the wrong things entirely, and the one person who could stop him has no intention of doing so.

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    12 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    odette: i think that guy killed my mentor

    vodyanitsa: WHAT?!?!?!!?

    mitya: hello????

    alyosha: what

    odette: tbf it wasn’t really his fault and signora was kinda a bitch anyway but still

    vodyanitsa: i’m very confused

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    09 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    He can be normal about this. Satoru Gojo was fully capable of being a normal eighteen year old boy about his best friend. He had known Suguru since they were kids, and this sudden change wasn’t going to do anything terrible to their friendship. Satoru can be normal about this. He needed to be normal about it.

    Another laugh rang out from the depths of the CD library, and all at once Satoru’s heart kickstarted into a pace that was far beyond normal.

    All he can think to himself as he tries to slow it down, is I am so fucked.

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    All it takes to ruin the trajectory of someone's quiet life is a funeral, a radio show, and a whole lot of baggage.

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    05 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    Illuga's face burns. "I was complaining."

    "With the word 'wait'?"

    "Yes?" Illuga glares at him.

    His lashes feel wet, cheeks hot, body stretched open and aching around the interruption. And Flins doesn't understand him, on top of it all.

    "Why do you keep stopping?" he demands. "Why. What is your problem."

    In which Illuga has a few complaints about Flins' manners in bed.

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    30 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 86

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    “My work is here.”

    “Here?” Mitya’s head is pounding, so he’s not sure if he’s actually hearing him right. “You’re not-”

    “The first tenet of my assignment,” Valeriy cuts in, “was your safety. We may have forgotten it over the course of these years, but escorting you back to work was always the secondary task.”

    Mitya looks away. The snowstorm is still going.

    Valeriy sets down the containers on his table, his motions slow and unpracticed. “If it is my role to protect you from your own mind,” he continues, quietly, “then understand that I will be there.”

    “You’re taking on an… impossible task, Sarge.” Mitya’s scarf wraps around himself a little more tightly, as if trying to reassure him. He’s not sure that it’s succeeding. “You shouldn’t. I’ve always been crazy. They knew that too. It’s a small price to pay, to see our world freed from these curses.”

    Valeriy does not say anything, but Mitya knows he disagrees.

     

    OR: Mitya, on the topic of research and faith; and Valeriy, who will always be there.

    (and in some ways: Orpheus, and Eurydice.)

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    30 Aug 2026