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  1. Rec 49

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    Cas rests his chin just above Dean’s sternum, brooding. “Then what is the nature of our arrangement?”

    Dean scratches the back of his head. “I dunno, Cas, we’re friends, at least, right? Friends, they hang out,” he loosely gestured between their naked bodies—a rather unfortunate example, considering Cas was still inside him. Right.

    He wriggles his hips pointedly, wincing at the dampness. “Uh, Cas, could ya—” Castiel pulls out, using his grace to dissipate the uncomfortable wetness smeared over Dean’s thighs before they bleach his precious seats — “Yeah. Thanks, buddy.” Dean offers a small, approving smile, patting him on the shoulder, as friends do.

    And, as all friends do, Dean yanks Castiel in for a kiss that’s all teeth and tongue.

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  2. Rec 29

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    After surviving pon farr, Spock must contend with his newfound sexual maturity... and all the confusing feelings and urges that come with it. Will he be able to sustain his façade of normalcy and friendship with Captain Kirk?

    (Basically, this is my attempt to answer the question no one asked: what if TOS was a coming-of-age romcom?)

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    18 Sep 2026

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    A beat. “You… prayed for me?”

    “Must’ve been an accident. Now’s not really a good time, Cas,” Dean strains out. He doesn’t dare let his eyes stray from where they’re locked on the kitchenette table in front of him, like if he can’t see Cas then Cas can’t see him. “Sometimes a man needs his privacy.”

    “Is that what you yearn for, Dean? Privacy?”

    He gulps down the sinking, sinking feeling that he has been caught with no way out. It’s not the first time in his life that he’s been trapped in a half-truth, and he bears this with as much grace as he ever has in situations like it. Jaw clenched. Ungraceful. “I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”

    Cas’s voice is all unflinching divinity from a creature that watched the Library of Alexandria burn. “I feel your longing.”

    or the one where dean is so touch-starved that less is more

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    There’s an incubus on the prowl at a goddamn gay club in Wichita.

    In which it’s November again and Chekhov’s gun still hasn’t been fired.

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    21 Aug 2026

  5. Rec 76

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    In the wake of a disastrous away mission Kirk and Spock wake up in a comfortable house where all their needs are met with no way to contact the Enterprise. The unusual domesticity of the situation makes it hard for them to ignore their feelings for each other as they try to find a way to get back to the Enterprise.

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    19 Aug 2026