bittersweetResilience
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the theory of everything by bittersweetResilience
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Aug 2026
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“What is it?” Anaxa asks suspiciously. The gifts are book-shaped and heavier than he’d expected. “Tell them I’m grateful if you must. I’m sure they know already.”
“An affirmation would not go unappreciated,” Aglaea says. “One would think you would have learned this.”
Then, very assuredly, “You’ll miss this.”
Anaxa, preparing for ‘sabbatical’, packs up his classroom at Greater Okheman University before he leaves.
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cloud-watching by bittersweetResilience
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2026
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She hadn’t known that there was a grave. She had traced her way here with nothing but instinct, drawn as she had been to the Stellaron to this no-longer-blank wish. To this simple, unassuming headstone and this simple, unassuming pile of earth and the Elysian poppies blooming atop it.
Flying toward the echo of tomorrow before she knew what it was, or knew why she could, or knew that she was a real thing.
Mem and Phainon share a moment next to Cyrene’s grave.
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if i thought there were a next time by bittersweetResilience
Fandoms: The Fall Guy (2024), The Gray Man (2022), Project Hail Mary (2026)
28 Jul 2026
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The buzzing finally abates as Ryland picks up the phone. “Hello?” He shifts as though to refocus on his assignment while he’s answering.
He stills, then. Puts his pencil back down slowly.
“Um, y-yeah. Yes. This is… this is Ryland Gentry. Colt is with me.”
A year after leaving home, Ryland’s phone rings.
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“You’ve done well,” Fitzroy tells you gently. “You can rest, Six.”
His eyes are the wound in the back of your neck. His hand is the bandage over it. Your insides are cigarette-rot falling out from the loose sieve of your skin, and he is stitching you up and holding the secret in.
He touches you, but he doesn’t want you. Not like your father did.
How can you not love him?
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syllogí by bittersweetResilience for GardenOfSwans
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
19 Jul 2026
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So when you think about it that way, there’s really no reason for me to… ah, haha, what am I even saying?
A collection of materials kept in the Deliverer’s schoolbag, as recorded by a fragment of recollection in Year 4926, Month of Gate.
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post attempt au by bittersweetResilience
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Dec 2024
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A modern AU where Blade and Jing Yuan struggle to navigate the aftermath of a suicide attempt.
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ipc renjing au by bittersweetResilience, Hartwig_n
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Jan 2025
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A partial roleswap AU featuring Blade as Aventurine, Jing Yuan as Topaz, and the Stellaron Hunters as the Stonehearts.
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A post-Sedition AU where Jing Yuan is coerced into a ritual that ends up leaving a marastruck Blade in control of him.
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An alternate ending to Dirk's Pesterquest route. Mind the tags.
Bookmarked by bittersweetResilience
06 Mar 2021
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i'd rather you not by the meat machine (problemsloth) for MermaidMayonnaise
Fandoms: Homestuck
09 Sep 2023
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Jake and Dirk have sex for the first time. It goes, uh... well, it goes.
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Bookmarked by bittersweetResilience
17 Oct 2026
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DIRK: Oh. Nah. I don't do that shit.
JAKE: Do *what* shit??
DIRK: Sleep.Bookmarked by bittersweetResilience
17 Oct 2026
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Dirk struggles with knowing that John's here, sometimes. John finds new ways to show him.
Bookmarked by bittersweetResilience
17 Oct 2026
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Even though Dirk can't speak, there's more to what makes a person than words, and even though he may never understand what his friends say to him out loud, there are other ways to communicate.
Especially when it comes to Dave.
Bookmarked by bittersweetResilience
16 Oct 2026