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  1. Rec *

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    Ilya doesn’t want to be here anymore.

    Things get bad for Ilya in 2014 following the Sochi Olympics and winning the Cup. In desperation, he calls Shane. To his surprise, Shane shows up.

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    05 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oof

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    12 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    of course the world ends and they're still in a scoring race

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    “Wow,” Yuna says thoughtfully, leaning back in her chair. “I had no idea. All this time.” She shakes her head and takes a measured sip of her tea. “I’m sorry for calling you a puck bunny, Shane.”

    “Okay,” Shane says, standing up from his chair. “Dad, can you, like, show me the solar panels and the RVs and introduce me to literally every person who lives here? I can’t do this anymore.”

    “Sure, bud!” David says, and they leave Ilya and Yuna cackling horrifically behind them.

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    Ilya's life is already at a low ebb, having chased Shane Hollander out of his house and into the arms of American's sweetheart, Rose Landry. Things get even worse when his former coach dies, and a secret Ilya has been avoiding for over a decade is suddenly shockingly, horribly public.

    Or,

    "You heard that Lipovsky died?"

    Lipovsky. The name has the usual deadening effect on Ilya's emotions. He can feel his face going blank as everything drains from him until he's as empty as a bathtub with the plug pulled out. "Yes, of course."

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    02 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy shit this came out of nowhere and hit like a ton of bricks

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    22 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    phenomenal writing, best college AU, realistic bisexual awakening, chef's kiss

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    Ilya doesn’t even try to stop the litany of Russian swears from spilling out. He also doesn’t stop himself from cursing Marly’s whole family line, and then verbalizing some of his more homicidal thoughts about Scott Hunter and the kitchen sink. He lets his Russian ranting die out and takes a few deep breaths.

    Everyone has quieted to look at him.

    “Feel better?” Marly asks.

    Maybe Ilya could drown Marly in the sink along with Hunter. Maybe he could kill everyone in the suite before Shane wakes up. He’d have to kill the butler guy, too…and the front of house staff…and the wedding chapel staff…and then convince Shane to run away with him to somewhere that would neither extradite to the US nor prosecute them for being gay. Messy. Too messy.

    OR

    Ilya wakes up with a wedding ring and a WHOLE LOT of questions...but at least Marly and Scott fucking Hunter are having a good time. This is Ilya's worst nightmare which, as it turns out, features a night of blackout drinking, misguided but supportive friends, and some VERY stupid decisions.

    Note: Chapter 4 is the social media epilogue

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im fucking dead

    Oh so you're saying Roz isn’t straight either, then?
    We literally added his name to the acronym #LGBTQR

     

    The Real Rozanov @ilyarozanov81
    I want all gay and queer athletes to know this: I do not care that you are gay. I am better than you at hockey. I am hotter than you. I would have gay-married a much hotter, much gayer man than Hunter, if we had not pushed so many queer athletes out of the sport or into the closet

  7. Rec *

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “I think that the guys who have problem playing against a gay guy, or a maybe gay guy, are fucking pussies." - Ilya Fucking Rozanov

  9. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "schoolchildren" & sassy bitchy confident shane

  10. Rec *

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    Pike was back to calling Roz by his first name. This whole thing was really weird. Zane didn’t even know they were friends. But now Hayden Pike was on the phone, asking about Rozanov like they’re best buddies, or long lost lovers. He’s begging, he’s desperate, and Zane has never been more confused in his life.


    When Zane Boodram receives a text from his wife after their almost plane crash in Tampa, telling him to please call this number because there’s someone on the other end who desperately needs to speak to his Captain, he definitely is not expecting Hayden Pike of the Montreal Voyageurs to be the person on the other end of the call.

    Whilst he tries very hard to listen to Barrett and mind his own business about the whole thing, he’s got one question that he can’t stop swirling around his head.

    Are Ilya Rozanov and Hayden Pike together?

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    26 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    they're a bit confused, but they've got the spirit!

  11. Rec *

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    ”What the fuck were you thinking putting me down as your emergency contact?”

    ”What?” Ilya blinked, the sudden change in atmosphere clearly having caught him off guard. ”That I want you here?” he said like it was obvious, like that would be reason enough to put everything they were and everything they had at risk.

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    Or, Shane thinks that being an emergency contact is an emergency.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Main Story Arc: "something you can fix"/"something you can build"

    Extras: "it felt like we were something"

    Second Arc (bringing the boys into Long Game territory): "something you can grow"

    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here! (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

    This series is marked as complete and maybe it is, but I might return for the occasional in-universe one-shot, so feel free to subscribe if you're interested!

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    01 Feb 2026

  13. Rec *

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    After the events of I Like Jane For You, the public reacts to Rozanov and Pike as secret friends.

    Conveyed through text threads, social media, and news articles.

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    27 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    My dear friends Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Amber Pike, Jane, Panic Attack, Angry Kitten, Jane’s mother, Panic Attack’s agent, everyone in the comments, and about 96 PR people have all asked me to make a statement. It is this:

    Please speculate wildly about me. Please wonder whether I have conquered people from my own gender and others, and share theories (or suggestions) about what weird sex stuff I might be into. Please do not speculate about anyone else. I will get jealous.

  14. Rec *

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    08 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    finally a fic with some actual fuckin hockey hell yeah

    Helsinki Hellhole = Punch-up in Piestany

  15. Rec *

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    He knows that they voted him into the alternate captain position, but the feelings of inadequacy and being an outsider do more than just linger. He can’t stop thinking about it. Can’t stop thinking about the fact that he wouldn’t feel this way had the country that brought him up not turned its back on him.

    “I mean,” starts the interviewer curtly, “there are a lot of Canadians who feel uneasy about a foreigner even being on the team, let alone being a captain. I guess what I’m really trying to ask is: why make the switch at all? Just to get around the ban?”

     

    OR: Ilya and Shane go to the Olympics together and feelings are complicated

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    31 Dec 2025

  16. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    29 Dec 2025

  17. Rec *

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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    25 Dec 2025

  18. Rec *

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    25 Dec 2025

  19. Rec *

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    23 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I am Lily, he is Jane, we have secret sex fling right under everyone’s noses. Big scandal. And now he is lying in hospital bed and he won’t wake up and nobody in the fucking world knows that I even care about him. And I can’t leave the hospital until he wakes up because I can’t breathe, I am so scared. And now I out him to his best friend without his permission because I am selfish fucking asshole, but I need you to help me, I need someone to tell me what’s going on and you’re the one who’s here. So.

  20. Rec 2020

    Mystery Work

    Part of piprivs
    Summary

    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Dec 2025

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