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Back of the Top Shelf by moth_infernum
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
12 Nov 2025
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Vi can't sleep. One drink to help her rest won't hurt, will it?
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15 Sep 2026
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anywhere that you are by karacantwrite
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
30 Nov 2025
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Vi had rolled over, nearly grazing her injured arm. She winced, but still managed to give her a look so incredulous Caitlyn suspected she might have grown a second head. “What?”
“You can leave,” Caitlyn breathed. She paused for a beat, blinking. “The world needs you.”
Vi only shook her head. “You’re my world.”
OR, after the battle, caitlyn and vi find each other.
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- Part 1 of that i’d be anywhere that you are
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14 Sep 2026
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The first time Caitlyn had asked Vi what she was most afraid of, Vi had lied through her teeth.
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Vi has been taught, again and again, that goodbye isn't a possibility - it's an inevitability. Caitlyn is determined to prove her otherwise.
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14 Sep 2026
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never goes away (but it all works out) by karacantwrite (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
30 May 2026
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“You’re injured again.”
Vi shrugged one shoulder. “Occupational hazard.”
“What occupation exactly?”
There it was. The question.
Vi hesitated for half a second too long, then shrugged. “Stuff.”
OR, vi develops odd habits and cait can’t help but worry.
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11 Sep 2026
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Catching an Edge by Sera_Seratonin
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Sep 2026
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"Nothing could hurt them at the cottage. They were safe. Ilya knew this, but it seems some younger part of his brain couldn’t make sense of that."
Ilya is struggling with a depressive episode at the cottage. He tries to hide it, but maybe a slip isn't so awful with support.
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11 Sep 2026
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i could drown myself in this bliss by cherryagust
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Aug 2026
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After the first time Ilya lies on top of Shane, pressing the full weight of himself down onto his husband, Shane comments that Ilya would probably like the feeling too. As usual when it comes to these things, Shane had been right.
Shane is heavy, the hulking hockey player that he is, and Ilya should absolutely feel suffocated. It should be overstimulating and make Ilya want to run, but it only makes his head go quiet. It narrows the world down to just the two of them together, splayed out on the bed and wrapped in each other’s arms. Ilya feels soft in a way he doesn’t usually allow himself to; loved in a way he never thought he would deserve.
It’s nice.
or, shane takes a turn being ilya's weighted blanket ♡
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25 Aug 2026
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His mom flowed from his pen in the form of ink when he wrote the letter. A letter which meant ‘just in case’. Just in case he can’t control himself, if he doesn’t wake up, if he…you know. Ilya never planned on killing himself, but going willingly or not, the cruel scythe of death that took away his mother could come for him anytime. So he wrote a letter. It wasn’t addressed to anyone specific, just to the unlucky soul who will find him one day when this piece of paper becomes relevant.
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Ilya writes suicide notes. Years later, Shane finds them and thinks they are recent. A misunderstanding is born.
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21 Aug 2026
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn't help it." - The Long Game, Chapter 18, Page 198
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He can't help it anymore.
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15 Aug 2026
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Language of Flowers by LiminalLuminaryThings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov blocks Shane Hollander after the tunameltdown and rosegate. That's it, they're done.
Too bad no one told Shane.
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14 Aug 2026
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empty, look at me by palebluepebble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Aug 2026
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The morning he’d left, Ilya had kissed him on the doorstep, still sleep-soft from the early alarm, and promised he would be just fine. Shane, someone who should really have known better, had believed him. Because he was fucking gullible as a newborn fawn at times, because he had wanted so desperately to take Ilya at his word that he’d happily tied the wool over his own eyes.
Something had slipped since then.
Something scary.
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- Part 6 of fear the dark, fear the deep
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14 Aug 2026
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I'm on the Edge by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Aug 2026
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Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.
Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.
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- Part 2 of Anon is Mentally Still at the Cottage
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13 Aug 2026
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but you're the reason by LadyElspeth
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Aug 2026
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In his last year in Boston, Ilya calls Shane's number a lot, mostly to listen to his boring voicemail greeting. He really misses Shane.
But Shane gets worried about all the missed calls, and bribes Ilya with a lot of soft kisses to find out why.
An expanded version of my Tumblr post.
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- Part 77 of Hollanov
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13 Aug 2026
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Kindly, Calm Me Down by nerdy_writer_65
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Aug 2026
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For the briefest moment, he watched Shane fix his posture, and school his face into something presentable, something that would trick anyone but Ilya into thinking Shane was fine. Ilya raised his eyebrows, silently calling Shane out on his bullshit, and a split second later, much to Ilya's personal relief, Shane's face fell before closing the distance between them, crashing his body into Ilya.
"Missed you," Shane mumbled finally.
Or: Ilya comforts his husband after a long day.
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13 Aug 2026
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i want to hold your hand by vincentstheo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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“Medicine for depression is bad for heart too, you know?” He fishes for another fry. “Makes heart beat funny with transplant medicines. Has happened a few times, before the Lexapro.”
Shane hits the brake so hard that Ilya yelps and his weight hurls him forward. “Shane!” He barks. “What the fuck?!”
(Or, Ilya has a bad heart and an overprotective husband).
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- Part 2 of chernobyl heart
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12 Aug 2026
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Splintered Wood and Woven Strands by gethsemare
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Aug 2026
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“How did you do that?” Shane inquired, still in slight disbelief at the handiwork.
“I have very skilled fingers, you know this.”
An eye roll and a bitten inner cheek were all his remark earned.
“Seriously, Ilya, when did you learn how to part hair and shit?”
OR: After Shane grows his hair out, he has trouble managing it for an event, and Ilya comes to the rescue in the sweetest, most unexpected ways.
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12 Aug 2026
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Like Mother Like Child by necro_hrt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jul 2026
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But that was the thing about thinking in absolutes. Life is not absolute. Thoughts shift and change over months. One second can be so different from the next.
She had left him but he understood why.
He could not give himself the same understanding. Not as he sat on the floor of the bathroom, the cool tile feeling nice against the warmth of his bare legs.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov is tired. He understands what his mama felt like now, more then ever.
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11 Aug 2026
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Leap of Faith by Franks22
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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“Are you…are you here to watch the sunrise?” The angel before him asks.
Ilya almost wants to laugh. Would, if any of this were truly funny.
Yes, he’s here to watch the sunrise. And chuck himself into the frigid waters below swiftly thereafter.
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Ilya Rozanov’s suicide attempt is thwarted by Shane Hollander.
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10 Aug 2026
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One Day at a Time by Blue_goose733
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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Ilya has stayed clean for years. He drops a razor and is forced to think about that fact. Shane comes home and helps.
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10 Aug 2026
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you seem pretty sad for a boy in a long-term, long-distance, non-monogamous, low-commitment situationship by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov starts taking anti-depressants in the 2015-2016 season. His dick stops working, and that only changes everything.
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10 Aug 2026
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grams of sugar by evenbechnasty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Aug 2026
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The day after they ran out of Ilya’s favorite coffee beans, he just stopped. Shane’s husband, who had ordered a twelve-pack of stainless steel hand-pumps for every single bottle of coffee syrup that he owned. Ilya, who had an entire Pinterest board dedicated to themed lattes, didn’t buy more coffee beans.
bite-sized piece of ilya depression xD
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09 Aug 2026