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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    “You’re her favorite son now,” joked Shane while Yuna held Ilya closer, and he rested his head on her shoulder, just this once letting her be his mom. He could believe it would be okay now, just for this hug. “I was just telling him that you’re going to get him a stocking for Christmas even if we break up.”

    “Oh, of course. You’re stuck with me, Ilya.” He pulled away and she kissed his forehead, making him blush. “It’s going to be okay. Ready to do this?”

    He shook his head. “Shane didn’t give me a choice.”

    “And I’m not either. Let’s go.”

    CW- Suicidal ideation, methods graphically discussed. I put explicit because of the nature of suicide discussion and because most of my fics are explicit, but there is no sex in here.

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    21 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ilya knew it should scare him more. It had terrified him, the first few times he caught his thoughts slipping in that direction. Now it was a fact of life, the thoughts that came when the high of hockey faded, especially now that he could no longer distract himself with a quick fuck, or a fast car, or some combination of the two.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Buck hesitated before he spoke, "I should’ve just let you keep going.”

    “Buck, sweetheart, why should you have just let me keep going?” Eddie questioned, and Buck felt his walls crumbling.

    “Well, it’s my job, isn’t it?” His voice was quiet, barely a whisper.

    Buck could see Eddie's breath catch in his throat before he swallowed. “What’s your job?” Eddie asked, though Buck could tell Eddie already knew what he would say next.

    Buck took a deep breath before answering, “To have sex with you.” He finally said, “It’s my job as your boyfriend to have sex with you.”

    Or, in which Buck grapples with his sexual trauma and deeply rooted intimacy issues after he and Eddie finally figure things out.

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    30 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Will Solace is ready for his senior year at New Rome University. He is ready for a perfectly normal year with no surprises. But it can never be that easy can it?

    Nico di Angelo hasn't had a normal year since he was 10 but will be a senior this year whether he is ready or not.

    So, when these two meet what will happen?

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    24 Aug 2025