deathlytireddan
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your smile tells me I'm safe, and that voice unspoken's heard by deathlytireddan
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
07 Jul 2022
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“Sooo. How’re we doing this. Big piece of dramatic tape down the center? Pin up some curtains for modesty? Share?” He wriggles his eyebrows. Eddie finds it easier to tease Steve than admit he doesn't know what's happening here.
Steve had insisted on again carrying his boxes up two flights of stairs. They’d passed Robin in the kitchen putting groceries away, watching Eddie watch Steve(‘s arms), following like a lost puppy, her mouth slightly open. Eddie had just shrugged helplessly. He didn’t know either, okay?
Now here they are, in the room. Steve is putting his sheets on his twin bed, and Eddie is sitting on his and bouncing up and down, jittery. He’s never shared a room with someone before, and it’s making him weirdly nervous. Or just Steve in general is making him nervous. He’s not speaking, just making his bed.
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you, it’s you and me (won’t be unhappy) by deathlytireddan
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Jul 2022
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“Dustin just said you gave me more blood than you should’ve.” Silence, for a moment. Eddie’s jaw works. He stares at his hands, picks at a scab on his knuckle, fiddles with his rings. His arms have yellowing bruises from IV lines, and Steve feels an irrational anger that even to save Eddie they had to hurt him. “And that you slept on the floor that night. And I know you did after that, too.”
“And?”
Eddie looks at him. “And I don’t get why.” Again that sting. “Like, I know you did it for Henderson, at first, but going through that portal was just going above and beyond, man, and I do. Not. Get. It.”
“Because you’re part of the group,” Steve says helplessly. He’s never been very good with words.
(Steve takes Eddie home from the hospital.)
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Give me two damn minutes and I'll be fine by deathlytireddan
Fandoms: Moon Knight (TV 2022)
04 May 2022
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Steven is being an idiot. It’s only been a couple hours since Marc left. He’s been gone longer. There’s no reason to freak out. Anyway, if he could beat the crazy American woman Marc definitely can.
It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine.
His anxious legs have him up and moving, turning off the suddenly too-loud tv and plunging him into silence with only his heart ringing in his ears.
It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine.
Steven pokes his head out the window, looking up and down the street. Nothing.
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He feels guilty, now, at making Marc worry enough to call his newly ex-wife. His fingers find the edge of a pillow behind him and he pulls it over his face. Maybe Marc can just go away, and Steven can stay here forever becoming one with this awful fucking bed.
He feels the mattress dip next to him. “Hey,” Marc says, hesitant, setting a hand on Steven’s shoulder. It’s so light it could almost be Steven’s imagination. He didn’t think Marc was capable of gentleness. At least, that’s what Marc would have him believe.Series
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Marc knows why he struggles with sleep, but the knowing doesn’t make the reality any less frustrating.
He’d spent a good long time checking out at bedtime as a child, finding it easier to let Steven sleep for the both of them rather than let his nightmares in.
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And for the first time in all my life I know I'm more than what I fear by deathlytireddan
Fandom Moon Knight (TV 2022)
04 May 2022
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Complete for now :)
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dreams, dreams, dreams by deathlytireddan
Fandom Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
03 Nov 2019
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Aching, Aching, Aching, and Alive by verbaepulchellae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Nov 2025
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They’re getting into a rhythm now, though, and Shane can see it. He can see this team winning the Cup this year. He tries not to get ahead of himself, tries to stay focused and go game by game, reminds himself that building up a team takes time and several seasons, but god. He wants this legacy: for himself, for Ottawa, for Ilya. For both of them and everyone else.
Which is why, goddamnit, now is not the time to crash out over fantasies of Ilya working his whole hand down to the wrist into Shane’s ass and fucking him on his fist. And yet. Shane should know by now that timing and “good ideas” are rarely factors in whether or not he gets obsessed with something.
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It starts, as a surprising number of things actually do, with a text from Rose.
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the birds and the bears by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Sep 2026
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The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.
“Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”
The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”
Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.
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07 Sep 2026
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his sugar baby, his sour coach, his jock bro lady macbeth by angel_deux
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.
In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.
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01 Sep 2026
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The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.
The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.
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31 Aug 2026
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enforcer by moonlitgarden
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.
Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.
But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.
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