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    The closet in the hall holds the thicker comforter that he sleeps with in the winter. Shane doesn’t recognize his own hands as he yanks it out from the top shelf, watching it tumble onto the floor and trail behind him as he hefts it into his bedroom, laying down on his bed and pulling it over him.

    He ducks his head underneath, blanketing his own sight in blue-tinted darkness. The ringing in his ears lessens, the ache behind his eyes softens. Shane knows what he’s done, but maybe if he just doesn’t think the word, it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe he can ignore all of these implications and keep doing what he’s been doing for so long, avoiding the change that looms over him like an executioner’s blade.

    The nest is still wrong.

    The realization makes his breath catch in his throat. Panic collapses like a dying star in his chest—not an outward explosion, loud and impossible to ignore, but a quiet implosion, the integrity of his choices quickly falling away in the face of instincts he’s been suppressing like this for five years.

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    Or, Shane and Ilya spontaneously bond. Neither of them are ready for the domino effect of consequences.

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    In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike

    Pink News! @pinknewsdaily · Jun 11, 2017
    BREAKING: New York Admirals captain Scott Hunter kisses mystery man on ice, officially the first NHL player to come out in HISTORY

    hayden pike no 2 fan (no 1 is shane) @hollapikerstrike · Jun 11, 2017
    I just know Hayden and Shane are watching this from Shane’s cottage with the goofiest smiles on their faces

    brocula @c0lifl0w3r · Jun 12, 2017
    atp im convinced all hockey players are gay like pack it up national homo league

    Luke @lukealittle · Jun 12, 2017
    Replying to @c0lifl0w3r
    if Ilya Rozanov is gay I will eat my own shoe

    (Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)

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    “Hey, Ilya?” Troy asks, already regretting it. “I was actually going to ask you about someone.”

    The moment he says Shane Hollander’s name, the locker room goes quiet, and Troy knows he’s crossed a line he didn’t fully understand.

    After that, everything becomes about damage control.

    Determined to prove he’s normal, chill, and absolutely not interested in his captain’s best friend, Troy commits to a simple plan: be around Shane as much as possible, in plain sight, and be cool about it. Which is a fine plan, until Troy realises there might be more here than meets the eye?

    It’s a reasonable question. Made, unfortunately, with something like a death wish.

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    Shane definitely does not like a cartoon dog show and being rocked in Ilya's lap, and Ilya definitely does not think it is cute.

    Lots of regression, it progresses.

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    Shane Hollander goes down hard in the third period against Boston. The WAGs are worried about Lily and if she knows. Jackie calls and Lily finally picks up... except. Ilya Rozanov is on the other end of the line.

    Jackie's POV of the wonderful WAG Support Network by stabthroughme
    Which of course was inspired by the amazing text fic please leave a message by Ravenesta
    (of which parts of this one also takes cues from in the beginning)

    Please read those first!
    They are both excellent.

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