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    “So, what now?” Shane said, his voice lowering into a whisper now that the two were so close.

    Ilya shrugged. “I don’t know,” he admitted. His gaze dropped briefly, not to Shane’s eyes, but to his lips. While the crowd was busy shouting around them, something in Shane clicked and he finally understood what was going on.

    Shane had heard about Gay Chicken from a friend of a friend who’d played it at another party a while ago. From what he remembered, it consisted of two straight people getting progressively closer to one another until one of them essentially “chickened out” first. The loser was whoever backed away or decided they’d had enough.

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    OR: Ilya and Shane play a game of Gay Chicken

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov @rozan0v_off
    Almost fell asleep watching Shane Hollander play. Is the most depressing man I know. Even his chirps are polite. Maybe he wouldn’t be so boring if he weren’t best friends with his mom?

    What the hell, Rozanov?

    Shane grinds his teeth, desperate to keep his tears at bay. This is ridiculous. This isn’t even mean. Not really. Shane should consider himself lucky, really; Ilya is never usually this bad at trash-talking other players. So why is Shane even hurt?

    Perhaps it’s the fact that Ilya wrote something about him at all, and Shane only found out because Hayden sent him a screenshot of it. Or maybe it’s the fact that he used the word “boring”, which is an adjective that has been used to describe Shane so many times throughout his life that he’s come to loathe the very letters composing it.

    Or, Rozanov creates a fake Twitter account to defend Shane from his haters, and then overcorrects when some fangirls get suspicious about his identity.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    “Hey, listen, I know you keep denying that you have a girl here in Boston, but we both know you're lying. You've been seeing her for years. Why don't we text her? Maybe you can spend the night with her at her place or something.”

    Shane frowns. What's Hayden even talking about? “Don't have a girl,” he mumbles.

    “Shane,” Hayden says, his voice firmer now. “I’m gonna text Lily.”

    Shane's eyes widen at that name, only now understanding what Hayden's talking about. Because he might not have a girl in Boston, but-

    “No, you can't text Lily.”
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    Shane gets drugged at a club. Ilya takes care of him.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Me: I had fun with Marlow last night. Do you think he is hot?

    Jane: What the fuck?

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    Or, Cliff finds himself in possession of his good friend and captain Ilya Rozanov’s phone, and 20 bucks is 20 bucks.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    “We sucked. Okay? I sucked. I’m distracted, and I played like shit, and it won’t happen again. Happy?” 

    Hayden looks at him like he’s grown a second head. “No? I don’t—Shane, what the hell is going on?” 

    Shane clenches his jaw. 

    “Is this about Rozanov?” Hayden asks, face rearranging into something puzzled. “He’s been gone for two weeks now. You can’t let that shit cloud your judgement.” 

    Chest constricting, Shane exhales sharply. “He’s been gone two weeks, and no one knows where he is.”

    OR: right before summer rolls around, Ilya Rozanov disappears. 

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Ilya never meant for this to get so far. So big.

    It had started off with a couple hate tweets here and there. Nothing unusual, every hockey player had haters, especially ones as prominent and talented as him and Hollander.

    Ilya never listened to what people on the Internet said. Why should he care what random people behind a screen thought of him? Especially when they were Scott Hunter fans. Or worse, Pike fans.

    He thought it was the same for Shane, who barely ever used social media in the first place, let alone look up his name on them to see what people were saying about him. But Ilya was wrong.

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    Ilya creates a secret Shane Hollander fan account to defend his boyfriend's honor while still hating on Scott Hunter and destroying Hayden Pike

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Harris has been promoting a monthly twitter interaction for fans to talk with players and finally sets up a day for Ilya and Shane to answer. They make Harris very tired and stressed.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane doesn’t use Twitter. Until he does. He doesn’t realise his likes are public though.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane is ready to come out to Hayden.

    Hayden is thrilled his friend is ready to tell him about his autism.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Hayden only came to the MHL Awards to support his best friend. He definitely didn’t expect to get trapped in a bathroom stall while said best friend and his biggest rival revealed a secret that changes everything Hayden thought he knew about them and leaves him with knowledge he was never meant to have. Awkward discoveries, buried tension, and one very long night ahead.

     

    TLDR; What if Ilya did blow Shane in the bathroom at the MLH Awards unaware that Hayden is hiding in the bathroom stall regretting every decision he had ever made that lead him to this moment

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    30 Aug 2026

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    After Shane gets traded to Ottawa, Ilya and him try to keep the relationship a secret by leaning into the rivalry that has followed them around for the entirety of their careers.

    But they underestimate just how competitive they are and it gets so bad that the team has to call an intervention.

    They try to pass it off as a mandatory team building session.

    It does not go well.

    No one is surprised.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Hayden hates Rozanov. He hates the Boston Raiders, he hates their fans, their arena, their city. Most of all, he hates their captain. But this was too far. Shane had gone too far. Shane was stalking Ilya Rozanov.

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    Hayden sees intimately familiar photos of Rozanov on Shane's phone. He comes to the obvious conclusion. Shane is stalking his long-time rival.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Hayden Pike will do anything for Shane Hollander, no questions asked. So when Shane calls him panicking in the middle of the night saying he needs help dealing with a body, Hayden throws on his coat and grabs a shovel like the good friend he is.

    Or: A drunk Ilya passes out right outside Shane’s sex building, and Shane can't move his body.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    "Ilya was a genius. Like, actually.
    The next match between Ottawa and Montreal was played in Ottawa in three weeks. On April 1st.
    April Fool’s Day.
    And Ilya, the ultimate prankster, had the perfect idea.
    He just needed to bring Shane on board."

    The prank goes exactly as planned. The team never sees it coming.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    @Rozanov81:

    Ok internet, I have announcement.

    I am getting married in 2 weeks.

    So we are going to play a game, ok? I give you one clue every day, we will see if you can guess

    #SecretRelationship #ILoveYouJane

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    With each new daily clue, the Hollanov fans only get louder. Each clue lining up perfectly with a certain Canadian hockey player.

    However, they still cannot convince anyone. If anything, their overflow of online excitement might make it seem less believable.

    Ilya notices the plight of these modern Casandras of the internet age and, of course, decides to make it worse.

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    Told through snapshots from twitter, Instagram, the Ottawa WAGs group chat and Ilya’s journey into the depths of Reddit to find r/HollanovHQ

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Nothing could have prepared Brandon Wiebe for the conversation he was about to have.

    He was, for the first time in NHL history, about to have Hollander and Rozanov in the same locker room. As permanent teammates, not just a one-off marketing stunt. He didn't know if he was about to see fireworks or a massive explosion, but regardless, he was definitely sitting on a powder keg. He may have been the only coach in the entire league who was willing to take that risk. He wondered vaguely whether he was about to get burned. Or how badly.

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    Coach Wiebe tries to have a discussion with his captain and his new player about their former rivalry. It doesn't go how he expects.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    When in the 20/21 season Shane is forced to come out, Ilya is not far behind him.
    Twitter sees this as a chance to get the two rivals together, with help from their teammates.

    Except they’re already in a relationship, unbeknownst to everyone.

     

    (Hayden already knows like in the original timeline)

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    26 Aug 2026

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    “Hey, did you hear about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up at the mention of the Boston captain, eyes locking with Hayden’s. His friend looks amused, motioning to his phone.

    “No, what about him?” Shane asks, trying to sound casual.

    “He got some girl’s name tattooed on his leg. Apparently he was out partying with his team after their win and got it done. An Instagram post is going viral about it.”

    or, Ilya gets a tattoo. Shane is very calm about it.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane knew his body didn’t quite work like everyone else's. He knew he sometimes got too immersed in whatever he was doing to register his bladder until it was almost too late. It had resulted in several close calls and ruined underwear in his earlier years, and despite reaching adulthood and becoming the next hockey prodigy of the generation, it still wasn’t a habit he had fully grown out of. In fact, his brain had decided to evolve in the opposite direction: Shane rarely felt the need to use the bathroom until it was already urgent enough to warrant instant action. Instead he had disciplined himself to ration his water intake and use the bathroom on a safe, regular schedule that left no room for accidents.

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    Or: Shane struggles with taking care of his bodily needs and develops unhealthy coping mechanisms.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    JULY 2010.
    In the original story, it lasted less than three seconds.
    The elevator stopped on the sixth floor. A woman stepped forward.
    "I am…"
    The doors closed.
    Ilya Rozanov never learned what Shane Hollander's mother wanted to say.
    He rode to the fourteenth floor, unaware that he had narrowly escaped one of the most awkward conversations of his life.
    But what if the doors had stayed open?
    What if Yuna Hollander had introduced herself?
    What if, instead of letting the elevator leave, she had stepped inside?
    And what if she had decided that going downstairs could wait?
    Suddenly, Ilya's carefully planned trip to room 1410 becomes a nightmare of polite small talk, uncomfortable questions, and increasingly desperate attempts to look normal while talking to the completely unsuspecting mother of the boy he's secretly hurrying to meet.

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    21 Aug 2026

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