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when the end finally comes for us by ratlung
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
03 Sep 2026
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Rin had always been a weird kid, ever since the day he was born.
But first and foremost, but he was Sae’s weird kid.
Or, is 8 years enough in learning how to forgive, and how to be forgiven?Bookmarked by emmasaiki
12 Sep 2026
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soft smiles and warm hugs by Ceceee_cupcakelover
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
10 Sep 2026
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He could see the thick dropplets of blood dripping down his wrists. It stung a little but he couldnt feel much and he sure as hell didnt regret it. Rin had choosen this after all. Had choosen to cut his wrists and bleed out, had choosen to take atleast 15 pills, had choosen to write that letter and had choosen to die tonight.
Or:Rin tries to kill himself after the u20 match. Sae stops him
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10 Sep 2026
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The Space Between Us by catsaresillybeings
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
16 Sep 2025
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There Sae was, unconscious on the bed. His body looks smaller somehow, swallowed by the crisp white sheets and the maze of wires and tubes surrounding him. Bandages are wrapped around the side of his head, stained faintly with dried blood. His skin is pale, almost sickly, and there are bruises scattered along his arms, neck, and face. It felt wrong to look at.
This couldn’t be his brother. No, it just couldn’t.
After Sae jumps from his balcony and falls into a coma, Rin is left to pick up the pieces while trying to figure out where his relationship stands with his brother. He also begins to learn what it means to lean on others, and that healing doesn’t have to be done alone.
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- Part 1 of The Space Between Us
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10 Sep 2026
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Two weeks at home.
A brother who destroyed him. A mind on the brink of the abyss.Itoshi Rin returns from Blue Lock, but his greatest battles are not played out on the field, but in the empty hallways of a house that once held the title of a warm and welcoming home, in the cutting memories of a relationship shattered.
In the midst of all the anguish Rin discovers that there is an unhealthy but effective way out to escape her pain and numb her mind to have even a few measly minutes of peace.
But apparently someone has a different opinion about that method....
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09 Sep 2026
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A Fixed Ideal by Tragicccc_Backstoryyyy
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime), Blue Lock - All Media Types
09 Sep 2026
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Whispers from students are heard, cheers in their subpar ranks, in the knowledge that they’d at least reached their half-baked goals. Rin isn’t like that; if he cannot be first, then why celebrate meaningless things? If he is not the best, then there is no cause for excitement, no reason to be gratified in his minor achievements.
There will always be someone ahead of you, someone you have to destroy, someone you have to prove yourself to.
Or: This is the unravelling of Rin Itoshi in a high school academic setting
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09 Sep 2026