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She looked over at him, startled, but Abbot wasn’t looking at her face, he was looking at her hands where they rested on the table, or maybe at something past her hands that she couldn’t see. “I thought— I mean, you wear a wedding ring,” she said hesitantly.
He looked up at Mohan, keen-eyed and sharp. “Well, I wear dog tags, too,” he said.
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Abbot and Mohan's unspoken situationship gets out of hand at work, and Mohan suggests a private conversation.
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23 Dec 2025
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Only after the embers are crushed does clarity cut through the light panic. He’s fifteen years her senior, why’s he acting like a teenager caught red handed? Plus, there’s not really anyone she could snitch to—it’s medical.
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Jack Abbot smokes a joint occasionally, and that's his prerogative.
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18 Dec 2025
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Jack Abbot has two rules as a widower.
1. He will not enter into a sexual relationship or have sexual relations with anyone who works at PTMC.
2. No falling in love.Tinder is convenient, in that respect. Until it's not.
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11 Dec 2025
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Robby groans. "Is this really what you want, Samira?" he asks after a moment. "You don't need this." Even as he says it, she can hear the unmistakable clink of a belt being unbuckled, the pull of a zipper. The sensation it gives her is akin to a power surge, knocks her flat.
"Yes," she whispers. Kicks off the blankets, shoves her shirt up to her neck. The hand she puts on her skin is cold, and the feeling of it makes her gasp. She hears Robby's breath stutter at the sound, exhale catching in his chest.
"Did he fuck you tonight?" he asks, voice strained.
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02 Dec 2025
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"Please, I'm fifty-three years old," he said, dismissive. "I've had every type of sex there is."
They were grabbing an early dinner before Jack went in for his shift, Robby on his day off. Robby telling tales on his day off, it seemed. Jack was practically required to scoff at him. "Like hell you have."
Robby leveled him with a look. "And how would you know?"
"Because I know you. And you have never once given up control."
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02 Dec 2025
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Whitaker and Robby take a break.
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27 Nov 2025
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Jack just laughed and shoved him a little harder into the door, a visceral, physical reminder: he was in control now. He expected Robby to bitch him out, sharp like he got when cornered—
Except instead Robby slumped, his breath out almost relief, like all the fight had drained from him. He didn't say anything, just took a few shaky breaths, body shivering under Jack's—
...oh.
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06 Nov 2025
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everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.
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robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other
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01 Nov 2025
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“Dr. Abbot, are you asking me what I’m wearing?” Robby asked, feigning shock. Jack bit his lip and closed his eyes for a moment. What a gift it was to catch this man with his guard down, with his voice low and warm like caramel sauce on apple pie. “Are you using a line on me?”
Jack finds himself on the roof again.
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21 Oct 2025
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Robby's eyelids fall shut for a moment as he takes a deep breath. "I've never been with a man before. Okay?" He forces the cheeriest tone that he can manage, sunshine and rainbows coming out of his ass.
Jack's brows shoot up so fast, he's shocked they don't go through the ceiling.
"What's that look for?" Robby asks, trying not to squirm any more than he already has.
He shakes his head rapidly. "Oh, no, nothing. Just didn't expect that from you. I mean, you're the one who went and planted a wet one on me first, and...goddamn, but it was a hell of a kiss."
Robby had, in fact, done that. He doesn't know if he should lie and blame the beer or not.
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14 Oct 2025
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Robby finds out all the residents think Dr. Abbot is hot. Turns out he's not immune to the swagger either.
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11 Oct 2025
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Samira enjoys six blissful weeks of domesticity with Jack in their home before a pipe bursts in Robby’s house, completely flooding the lower level and forcing him into their spare bedroom.
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03 Oct 2025
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"Man, you're like something out of Les Mis right now," Jack drawled, flicking his eyes over him pointedly. "And look, I know Collins is one-of-a-kind and all, but it wasn't great at the end there," Robby took a breath to say something, so Jack held out a hand, "don't argue, you know I'm right. So I say we do something to slam you back in your body and remind you that good things exist and you should have them."
Robby just blinked at him, brown eyes wide and startled. "And your solution is we roll around in bed with a woman you just met. The three of us. Together," he added, like he wanted to be real clear on what they were talking about.
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19 Sep 2025
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"IPA," Robby called again, a reminder.
"For that, I'm getting you a Bavarian wheat beer, you prissy fuck." But Jack bypassed the respectable Penn Pilsner and grabbed a pack of their hopped-to-shit IPA, hating himself a little for giving in...but it would make Robby smile.
The door banged open, spinning Jack around, senses instantly on alert as a guy rushed in, black bandana tied around his face, pistol pointing at Sal as he shouted. "Open the register! Now!"
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15 Sep 2025
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They aren’t his family, not in the traditional sense. But the idea that they might be, that they could be, unsettles him more than he wants to admit. It’s the same quiet dread that hit him when Collins said he had helped raise Amy. He doesn’t know why exactly. Maybe because imagining them as a family implies imagining him and Jack as something. And that’s just absurd, right?
Or: Robby has been a quiet constant in the lives of Abbot and his daughter, filling a space that was never clearly named. As they drift into their fifties, he begins to recognize that his feelings for Jack may have deepened into something real and perhaps impossible. Now he’s left wondering if this almost-family could ever truly be his.
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11 Sep 2025
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Jack looked from the intern picture to Robby again, rubbing a tired hand over his eyes. "Jesus, this is like a recipe." He gestured between the picture and Robby, young and old. "It's like twink plus seasoning equals daddy. Fuck," he said, a kind of helpless note to it. Then he walked out, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb on Robby's head.
What did that mean?
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05 Sep 2025
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The job offer came out of nowhere. Centennial Hospital, a level 1 trauma center in Colorado, wanted him to take over for their retiring chief attending. They'd heard the same rumors as everyone about PTMC—how it'd be taken over, transformed, the ED shut down. Didn't Jack want to get ahead of it and find himself a new gig, head of the department, master of his own fate? And the money, of course. Lots and lots of money.
Jack promptly told them to fuck off.
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04 Sep 2025
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Robby sagged a little, another tiny rush of air out. Jack pretended not to notice any of it even as it slid through him, his hypothesis gaining evidence, firming in his mind.
No, Jack didn't think anyone ever touched Robby.
He was going to change that.
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30 Aug 2025
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Whenever they’ve got a couple overlapping nights off, Robby and Abbot have something of a ritual. It’s probably one of Robby’s top five reasons to stay alive, and the feeling’s mutual.
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22 Aug 2025