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    Chuuya said kindness like he wasn’t, for all his violence, still the kindest thing in the universe to have ever touched Dazai. To have known him, even at the height of his cruelty, and touch him softly now, in spite of it.

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    31 Jan 2025

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    “Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.

    And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.

    This was dangerous.

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    31 Jan 2025

  3. Rec 31

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    Chuuya looks peaceful like this, Dazai notes absently. Their thumb finds rest in the center of Chuuya’s palm, and they press down just hard enough that it triggers an instinctive reaction; Chuuya’s fingers curling inwards. Almost like he’s holding them back.

    It’s close enough.

    It’s more than they deserve.

    five times dazai admires others’ hands + one time they finally see the beauty in their own

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    28 Nov 2024

  4. Rec 16

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    “ oh, grantors of dark disgrace, ”

    chuuya mutters, peeling off his leather gloves and watching them fall slowly to the ground.

    “ you need not wake me again. “

    and there is nothing, nobody around him. he is standing here alone, now only partially conscious as arahabaki’s screeching slowly seeps into his ears, a deafening and inhuman sound, as he stares out at the clearing he stands in.

    there was no reason he activated corruption; he was just tired of being unable to dream.

    tired of being inhuman.

     

    or in other words, chuuya attempts suicide by activating corruption when there is no need to do so. dazai shows up, and chuuya is left confused as the two are left to reconcile and discuss trauma.

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    28 Nov 2024

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    Dialing a wrong number was no unusual occurrence. Everyone did it once in a while, and Katsuki was well aware of that fact.

    However, possessing this knowledge made it no less aggravating for him to discover — a full two minutes into his rant about his day — that he’d been venting his frustrations to a complete stranger. As if that wasn't enough, said stranger was also inexplicably determined to hear his story to its end.

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    17 Nov 2024