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    When confronted with Rozanov’s location at Shane’s apartment, Hayden is certain he’s going to murder Shane. Marlow is convinced Shane kidnapped Rozanov.

    Safe to say, neither of those things were happening.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane releases what feels like his first exhale in forever—Ilya Rozanov, taken out by the common flu. Not ignoring him. Not ending anything. Still, the knot in his chest doesn’t ease completely with the vision of Ilya unwell and alone in Shane’s head.

    JANE

    Are you at your house?

    LILY

    Where else, Jane?

    JANE

    Don’t fall asleep. I’ll be there soon. 

    LILY

    No, am sick. I told you. 

    JANE

    I heard you. I’ll be there soon.

    Or, Ilya’s sick and Shane wants, and wants, and wants. 

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    06 Sep 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    "Go," Ilya dismisses him, already pivoting on his heel toward the rental kiosks, a snap decision already made, half a plan forming. "I will find my way."

    "In a blizzard?" Marleau scoffs, half a step behind him. "Roz, they’re grounding planes for a reason."

    "I am Russian, Marly," Ilya calls over his shoulder, his stride lengthening, the soles of the formal shoes the league forces them to wear on travel days - along with uncomfortable, tight-fitting suits - clicking on the lino. Every second he spends talking is a second the snow gets deeper between him and Montreal. "Russians do not believe in blizzards. This is just heavy fog."

    “I know that’s not true, Rozanov!”

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    5 ways Ilya tries to get to Shane and 1 way he doesn't have to

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    01 Sep 2026

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    "I just realized that I think I want something more serious and like committed? When you said that I was just, that- y'know, that you only wanted me for sex and that you could like have anyone else." Shane fidgeted with the cuffs of his sweater, pulling at a loose thread as he adamantly refused to look at Ilya, "But I just don't think I am okay with just being a casual hookup anymore. I want a real relationship, and you don't. Which is fine, but I figured, You can't be what I need and I can't be what you need, so maybe we just stop being anything?"

    Stop being anything. It was so simple. Ilya didn't even have to do anything. He just had to stop. He just had to nod. He just had to agree.

    It was impossible.

    Or: Ilya made the stupid mistake of telling Shane that they were purely casual, just sex. Surely nothing bad would happen right? Wrong. This is the story of Ilya winning Shane back.

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    01 Sep 2026