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just say I loved you (the way that you were) by TolkienGirl
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon
Like it never happened?
Could it be enough to just float in your orbit?
Can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?Bookmarked by himynameisv
01 Aug 2026
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You used to be a girl who knew Peter Parker, but you’re not that girl anymore.
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“You had a heart attack, brother,” Jack informs him.
“I know,” Robby says.
“Don't fucking do that.”
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01 Oct 2025
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“I'm sorry.”
“What?”
“Please forgive me.”
“What?”
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They aren’t his family, not in the traditional sense. But the idea that they might be, that they could be, unsettles him more than he wants to admit. It’s the same quiet dread that hit him when Collins said he had helped raise Amy. He doesn’t know why exactly. Maybe because imagining them as a family implies imagining him and Jack as something. And that’s just absurd, right?
Or: Robby has been a quiet constant in the lives of Abbot and his daughter, filling a space that was never clearly named. As they drift into their fifties, he begins to recognize that his feelings for Jack may have deepened into something real and perhaps impossible. Now he’s left wondering if this almost-family could ever truly be his.
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05 Jul 2025
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“She was raised by two old men. What else would you expect?”
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know it's for the better / no, it's for the better by selfishambition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been carrying his mother's ghost since he was twelve years old.
Sochi is where the weight finally breaks him. Russia is eliminated in the most humiliating loss in their history, and their captain sits on a twelfth-floor balcony railing thinking about letting go.
Shane Hollander has a gold medal game in fourteen hours. He comes anyway.
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08 May 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov was twelve years old, he learned what death looked like.
It seemed quite a lot like sleep, actually.
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nobody knows (and nobody gives a damn, either way). by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Dec 2025
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"I did. After MLH awards, in June. Oh, I did not tell him about Shane and me. But what he did, it was important. It changed things. For me, at least - maybe for us."
On the night of the MLH awards, Ilya corners Scott Hunter on a quiet balcony.
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09 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right without Shane anymore. Ilya’s wrapped his whole life around those warm brown eyes, that smatter of freckles, this weird man who folds his clothes before sex.