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    Shane’s ex-girlfriends keep coming out as queer. He’s trying to be supportive, he really is, okay? Listen, he’s an ally! But it’s sort of becoming a problem. For pretty obvious reasons, because people are definitely starting to notice—Ilya most of all.

    (AKA, I give Shane the most absurd queer community and convoluted coming-of-age journey of all time and it still somehow gradually makes things better in the long run.)

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    When you’re going up in flames, sometimes other people can smell the smoke. On the flip side, at least: when you’re on fire, sometimes other people can feel the warmth.

    Or, scenes from Home Economics, told from the perspective of everyone else.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    His mother’s eyes darken with weariness Shane recognizes instinctually, a grief separate but not wholly unlike his own. A tear makes its way down her cheek, but Shane’s stay put, stubborn, cradled in his lashline like if he doesn’t cry, maybe none of this is as bad as he thinks it is.

    “Just—I just have to ask,” she says. Her voice lowers to a whisper, that ever-steady corner of her mouth wavering as her palm envelopes his cheek. “How long have you been hurting?”

    My whole life, probably, Shane thinks. I'm sorry. I just didn’t know.

    --

    [Or: Shane learns that skill, passion, and meticulous control aren't necessarily immunity, and that rest isn't something he's owed so much as he has to carve out for himself; sometimes with a whisper, sometimes with his pride on the line, sometimes on his hands and knees. And still, regardless, despite—he refuses to give up on this either, even if this time it means believing in himself instead of familiar schedules or rituals. Even if it means his whole life has to change to do it.

    Even if it means having to believe that he's worth that much in the first place.]

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    11 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.” 

    Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”

    “I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.” 

    “Rozanov–” 

    “Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”

    OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic. 

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane wanted to hold Ilya’s hand. He wanted to touch something that wasn’t the edge of the exam table, which he currently had in a white-knuckled grip, fingers curled around the edge. Ilya was worried, and Shane had made a mistake in banishing him, and he felt bad about that, and about the oddly sympathetic way the doctor was looking at him. Shane had never felt comfortable being pitied.

    “My knee’s fucked,” Shane continued, a little more flatly; under control. It’s what he’d suspected deep down, after all. “And so I can’t play hockey. I’m done.”

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Months after Harry is promoted to Head of Magical Law Enforcement, tragedy strikes. Cursed, Harry blames himself and flees to the States. And he's doing fine; really, he's having a grand time hiding from the world, drinking himself into a stupor, and losing himself in west Manhattan. Then, he stumbles into a lounge bar.

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    Draco plays the piano and Harry heals in more ways than one. Much political intrigue, terrorism, London post-war crime, dark magic, curses.

    [COMPLETE]

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Mystery Work

    Part of underhidingbecause
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    27 Apr 2024

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    Why have one champion when you can have them both? A bet between gods that decides humanity's fate. Yaldy knows that the outcome is certain, now with both tricksters under his grasp. Yet Humanity's sponsor is confident. The ‘god’ of the velvet room does not sway. It’s incomprehensible.

    Everything is going according to plan.

    Isn’t it?

    Akechi is certain that these upstart Phantom thieves' rumors are of far greater consequence. He realizes this when the castle that once loomed over Shujin Academy was gone post-Kamoshida’s confession. Gone yet replaced, by something larger. Darker. He is certain it holds the final piece he needs for his plans. All he has to do is recruit one lonely boy over to his side.

    One misunderstanding later and Ren finds himself isolated at school. Burdened by the rumors of his own past-and-present actions. He takes the hand of someone unexpected.

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    Akechi and Ren team up against the PT’s and Shido.

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    [Act 1: The Colosseum of Treachery Arc: Chapters 1-23] - Complete

    [Act 2: Detriments to Society Arc: Chapters 24 - 44] - Complete

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    17 Nov 2022

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    13 May 2021

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    “You love our verbal sparring sessions and I have four years of friendship to prove it.”

    “Five years.”

    “You’ve been counting?” He teases, touched by Goro’s rare acknowledgment of their eternal connection (Goro’s words).

    Silence reins for a few moments before a curt voice responds, “Get ready.” Followed by a click.

    Akira chuckles. What choice did he have after such a rousing call to action?

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    Akira Kurusu was prepared to keep his extremely obvious feelings for his best friend a secret forever if that's what it took to keep him in his life. The rest of their friends, however, are completely fed up with the back and forth, and wish the two would come clean soon to spare them the misery.

    They don't have to wait long.

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    09 Apr 2021

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    Akechi Goro is alive – one of his biggest regrets is alive and standing in front of him looking like he’s ready for some highbrow sports photo shoot when what he really needs is five years intensive therapy and at least five more steps away from Akira.

    No, no, no – the universe is not allowed to shove this on him so soon after it just flung him three fucking years into the past.

    (Sometimes the only way to save someone is to let them save you first.)
    (Huge canon divergence. Akira's past and future affect him big time.)

    Translation in Chinese now available on privatter and AO3 courtesy of coakira2!

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    31 Mar 2021

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    A short silence. “...Are you okay?”
    Ren considers it for a second. To be honest, he hadn’t spent much time thinking about that day at all. Yeah, it majorly sucked, but it was just a few shitty hours he had to endure once and then never had to think about again. Once the bruises had vanished, bones had mended, and scars had mostly faded, he never had much cause to really reminisce about that day, nor had there seemed to be much point in it. Why spend his time dwelling on one shitty event in his past when he could focus on more important things, anyway?

    ~A character/trauma study of November 20th, focusing on anniversaries of the day~

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    26 Aug 2020

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Jul 2020

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    All Morgana wants is to be human and get his memories back. Waking up after Kaneshiro’s defeat, he finally gets part of his wish - but at the cost of Akira swapping bodies with him! Now the Phantom Thieves must find a way to get the two switched back while Morgana doesn’t let Akira’s confidants get suspicious.

    Still, this is Morgana's dream come true. So why not enjoy it while he can, right? After all, what's the worst that can happen because he helped someone who needed it?

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    06 Jul 2020

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    23 Jun 2020

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    23 Jun 2020

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