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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    Jonathan moves like he’s trying to recreate a painting he’s never seen, one that’s been vaguely described to him. And Steve thinks that there’s some part, deep down, that does remember him, because, as unfamiliar with this person as he is, Jonathan still kisses him the way he used to.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “If you could see one person one more time before the big bad Ruskies obliterate us,” Robin giggles, “who would it be?”

    Steve has been feeling so wonderfully unabashedly honest for these last few minutes or months or however long they’ve been here, tied together in their Scoops uniforms and possibly dying from beating-induced brain hemorrhages or Russian poison that he says, without hesitating, “Jonathan Byers. And I’d give him a big ole kiss.”

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    16 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Love is cruel, love is evil, and love is painful; it’s what he’s learned as a child and it formed him into the adult he is.

    Suho’s devotion is none of that. It’s gentle, like the wind blowing the seed heads off of a dandelion.

    Suho’s love is none of that.

    It’s a nice change of pace.

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    26 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Beomseok’s not sure why he’s at a college party, being thrown just for the hell of it with nothing to celebrate. He’s not sure why he accepted the red cup filled with some sort of liquor, and he’s not sure why he’s actually drinking it.

    Well, he does.

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    26 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Suho narrows his eyes at Beomseok. Again, it isn’t Suhos fault he’s loosing. No, really. He's good at video games—better than Beomseok definitely. But the latter keeps purposefully shifting in his lap, grinding down subtly or letting out loud explicit noises right into his ear just when Suho's trying to focus on the puzzles or fights.

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    Suho gets annoyed because Beomseok keeps messing his ability to be good at the game while also teasing him about losing, acting innocent— so he flips the dynamic, slipping a hand into Beomseoks sweats, making him play while edging him, and promising to let him cum when he wins.

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    26 Nov 2025