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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    "You haven't forgotten the procedure, I trust."

    A crooked smile ghosts across Dazai's face.

    "I've done this once before."

    He exhales. Kunkida looks miserable.

    Then, beneath the gaze of everyone in the room, Dazai Osamu—the man who had pulled Atsushi from starvation, who had welcomed him into the Agency, who had become the first person Atsushi could truly call a friend—pledges himself to the Port Mafia once again.

    Something inside Atsushi gives way.

    He watches Dazai in shock.

    Without ceremony, Dazai slips the sand-colored coat from his shoulders. It falls neatly into Fukuzawa's waiting hands, exchanged without either of them lingering on the moment.

    Mori stares at him, there is something unsettling about the way he looks down at him.

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    03 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    “It was nice to know that Chuuya was still thinking of him—still celebrating him even now. It also made him feel bad, because that kindness was surely wasted on someone like Dazai.”

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    The story of how Chuuya has celebrated Dazai's birthday throughout the years, even when he believed he was dead.

    Featuring arcades, amusement parks, late night musings, drunken calls, graveside tributes, sober voicemails, and a surprising amount of plushies.

    Includes Dazai's 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, and Present Day birthdays.

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    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “What the hell do you want now after ditching me back then??” Chuuya spat as he practically slammed the door open to see Dazai’s ‘I’m going to be a menace’ face. The culprit then squeezed past Chuuya to enter his house, “How rude! I was picking up our children of course.”

    “Our… What?” Chuuya shut the door and stared at Dazai as if he had grown a third eye or something.

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    Dazai steals tamagotchis and insists that they are his and Chuuyas children

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    03 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Can't leave again if we got pups."

    Dazai contemplates what their hypothetical children might look like; The picture of little ones with bright red hair and brown eyes ignites a warm explosion in his stomach.

    "I won't leave Chuuya."

    The alpha shakes his head, burying his face into Dazai's chest as he thrusts sharply, eliciting coarse moans from both of them. "Did before…"

    "But I won't. Not ever again."

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    30 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    “Ne, Odasaku? If you had something precious, truly, uniquely precious, something that you feared you could not live without…how would you protect it?”

    Chuuya’s words echoed achingly in Dazai’s head, in his chest. The last time Dazai had been ‘discovered’ like that, called out on his incessant tomfoolery, he had tried to pull his unmasker as close as possible. It didn’t end well.
    And then, there was that horrible moment where Chuuya had leaned in, stared into Dazai’s soul. Fuck, but Dazai had thought something very, very stupid. He’d looked at Chuuya’s eyes looking back at him, fixated on Chuuya’s sharp frown and thought, I could kiss him.
    All these days he’d been thinking I hate Chuuya, Chuuya makes me miserable, Chuuya is the worst, never quite noticing that finally, for the first time…
    He wanted something.
    Wanted.
    Want…
    I want something?
    The boy who can have nothing determined once again to have something; Tantalus forever reaching for food and water that he was cursed to repel for all eternity.
    And yet, eventually, the fool always reached again.
    I want something.
    I want Chuuya.

    Or, five times Dazai and Chuuya almost kissed, and one time they finally did.

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    25 Jul 2026