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    21 Aug 2026

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    Oh man. This Au is AMAZING

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Buck's plan for the evening is simple: eat calzones with Eddie, pretend he's not in love with his best friend, and absolutely never think about one desperate night he hooked up with Tommy in Eddie's house, and the conversation they had the morning after in Eddie's kitchen while Eddie was in El Paso.

    Then Eddie mentions a missed call. And a voicemail. And a text from Tommy asking if Eddie thinks he's "competition."

    Before Buck can spiral, Eddie holds out his hand for Buck's phone, finds Tommy's still-blocked number, and calls him back himself. What follows is ten minutes of calm, surgical destruction: Eddie dismantling Tommy's ego, burning every bridge, and saying things like "You call that competition? You were never in the fucking race," and "I left him behind and he was still fucking mine."

    Buck's pressed against the corner of the kitchen, half-hard and fully in shock, because they aren't even dating.

    Yet.

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    01 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 85

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    Life is no longer the same for Eddie and Buck. The last seven years of comfort and familiarity are threatened to be washed away and in its place now is a physical seperation by hundred of miles.

    But alas, they trudge on.

    Buck learns how to love himself amidst loneliness and how to let that be enough.

    Eddie grapples with his shifting identity and what it means to be unsure of yourself in a world that seems to be so unforgiving.

    Both men find love in one another and in their diverging lives. And even in the weeks and months to come, as they make their way back to one another, they realize that loving themselves is the only foundation their relationship can rest on.

    OR: Buck remains in LA with his lingering feelings in this new chapter of his life without Eddie by his side.

    Eddie is in Texas working on his relationship with Christopher.

    When you are a parent, you are trying to sell the world to your children.

    ‘Any decent realtor, walking you through a shithole, chirps on about good bones.'

    And both Buck and Eddie realize that to love the world, they must first love who they are in it.

    *under construction as of 4/30*

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Two sets of twins; two sets of secrets.

    (Or: Ilya, Shane, Hudson and Connor go into the cottage…and the truth comes out).

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    04 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 81

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    28 May 2026

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    Rozanov reached for him, caught his elbow, turned him back, and pressed him against the glass slider.

    Then he kissed him.

    An easy kiss.

    One hand at Shane’s waist. The other lower. Gripping.

    Shane answered it immediately.

    Jesus Christ.

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    OR… A David Hollander POV s01e06 missing scene with David/Yuna backstory about fathers, sons, names, tables, and the plural of phones.

    David Hollander only meant to retrieve a charging cable.

    Instead, he finds Shane and Ilya against the glass, kissing like this is not their first time and not their first secret.

    What follows is one long afternoon at the Hollander cottage: pasta, vodka, rain, old grief, repaired hinges, awkward questions, parental panic, and the slow, practical work of making room.

    Chapter 1. Against the Glass
    Chapter 2. First Faceoff
    Chapter 3. The Room
    Chapter 4. Intermission
    Chapter 5. Second Period
    Chapter 6. Below the Goal Line
    Chapter 7. Three Stars
    Endnote Pushkin

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    07 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 63

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    As a boy, Ilya learns that pain can be hidden—bruises explained away as the cost of hockey, while something deeper takes root beneath the surface.

    Years later, he has everything he once fought for: a career, a husband, and a family built on love. But when old patterns begin to surface and his marriage strains under the weight of unspoken truths, Ilya is forced to confront a question he has spent his life avoiding—whether he is destined to become the very thing that broke him.

    As the past collides with the life he’s built, Ilya must decide what to hold onto, what to let go, and whether the future he wants is one he can choose for himself.

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    06 May 2026

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”

    “A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”

    The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”

    They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”

    “Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”

    “Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”

    Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.

    “That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”

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    Ilya should have known better.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    The best way to describe this work, I think, is as a novelization of the television series told from Ilya Rozanov's point of view. What happens in the series will happen, more or less, in this work.

    Please note, I did read both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game by Rachel Reid, but that was some time ago and my recollection of them is spotty at best. Because they are novels and this is a written story, I did NOT consult the books in order to reduce the chance that I would inadvertently plagiarize them. That means that where the television series leaves a gap in the narrative, I may fill it with something very different than what happens in the books. We will all end up at the cottage, but some of us are taking a slightly different path to get there.

    This novelization means that potentially triggering things that happen in the series (like mental health issues) will happen in this work. NOTE, HOWEVER, no new issues will be added in this work. No one dies. No one is outed. No one is assaulted. This is just the story of the show as if it were from Ilya's point of view.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane feels wrong. Off. It’s their last night at the hotel and he should be out with his teammates but he can’t move. Can’t think of anything but the keycard on his dresser and the pull to that room three stories up. He and Ilya have fucked plenty this week. That’s not what this is. Shane needs something else.

    or: Shane is anxious and dysregulated and yearning and he goes to Ilya’s hotel room to accidentally get non-sexually soft-dommed out of his mind

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    14 Mar 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “And you’ve done amazing things for the Cen…. You’re thinking Ottawa. You’re thinking the two of us on the Centaurs together.” Shane felt startled.

    “You are not?”

    “It’s… Oh my god. It could be. We could be amazing together.”

    Ilya’s eyebrows both lifted. “Could be? We definitely are. And on the ice, too.”

     

    In which Ilya and Shane announce their relationship on their own timeline, even though it gets a little accelerated by events.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    He goes to the fridge to look for the bell peppers, and while he’s in there, he says, “It was a good first kiss. As far as I could tell. I hadn’t really kissed anyone before.” He takes an orange bell pepper from the bag his mom brought over and brings it over to the counter. “Not anyone I really wanted to kiss anyway.” He cuts the top and bottom off the pepper and then works on cutting out the seeds. “Ilya’s a good kisser,” he adds. And he can’t believe he’s just said that out loud to his mom.

    Shane and Ilya's dinner with Shane's parents at his house following the end of episode six.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    And Scott felt it — a cold hard tug under his left ribs, a powerful ache of familiarity. It had been a long time since he’d seen so much of himself in the new crop of players, who seemed to get younger and younger every year. But Hollander wasn’t much like his peers. Scott couldn’t decide if he was more or less mature than the rest of them, but whatever he was, he was different. Marked. It gave him the look of a decidedly soft target.

    “How about we get you to your room.”

    Or: Scott steps up. Maybe he regrets it.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    The ongoing adventures of Scott and Ilya, the Fairy Gay Mothers of the MLH

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    26 Jan 2026

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    06 Jan 2026

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