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“I want you to experiment on me,” Ash said. “Haiper is dying from radiation, but for some reason, I’m immune.”
“Radiation isn’t like regular diseases,” Tubbo said. “There’s no biological immunity.”
“And yet, somehow, I’m the exception.” Ash spread his arms. “If we can find out why, we can create a cure, and then Multi will be done.”
It was a solid plan on the surface. Destroy the radiation, destroy Multi’s leverage.
But that was where Tubbo was wrong. No plan survives first contact.
Ash asks Tubbo to help him create a cure, using his own immunity as the model. As the process begins to unearth memories that should have remained buried, Tubbo struggles under the weight of his leader's trust.
He won't ever be able to look at Ash in the same way again.
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With shaking, dirt-stained hands, Ash picked up his communicator, nearly dropping it before his bleary vision was able to focus on the glowing screen.
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Ash’s arm twitched. The skin that got splashed was tinged a sickly green.
“...shit.”
That probably wasn’t good.
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In which Ash is the one who is infected with radiation instead of Haiper, and he finds himself depending on the one player who may be more dangerous than himself.
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straightforward by itsapaincil
Fandoms: Project: Eden's Garden (Video Game), Dangan Ronpa Series
05 Nov 2025
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Desmond Hall tries to figure out what’s the deal with Damon Maitsu. Talking to him doesn't help.
Or: What if Damon had Freetime Events, starring Desmond's perspective.
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my greatest vulnerability by itsapaincil
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)
29 Jan 2025
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It was supposed to be a joke, an innocently harmless one. Young love, as Maddie put it.
The problem was that there was nothing remotely funny about the way his heart would flutter at the sound of his voice. About how the world would brighten up a little bit when Sonic caught a glimpse of those familiar black spines. About how Sonic has been dreaming about his eyes, his smile. Sonic has been dreaming about them.
No, this was anything but a joke to Sonic. This was serious.
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Sonic has come to terms with the fact that he has maybe, slightly, a tiny bit of feelings for Shadow. Now, he just has to figure out if his rival feels the same. With Sonic’s irresistible charm and charisma, he’s sure it won’t be too hard. Right?
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- Part 4 of learning to live (and love)
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what's in a name? by itsapaincil
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)
07 Jan 2025
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After miraculously surviving the Eclipse Cannon explosion, Shadow has to live in a world he once wanted to destroy. Who is he without the pain? Who is he without a purpose?
He’s having a hard time figuring it out. Luckily, Sonic and his family seem to have an idea.
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- Part 3 of learning to live (and love)
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learning to live (and love) by itsapaincil
Fandom Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe), Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
29 Jan 2025
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After the events of Sonic 3, Sonic and Shadow try to move on. It’s never going to be easy, but it’s easier with each other.
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Antinous has plans for Poseidonia.
He just doesn't know why his kind, merciful, stupidly annoying Prince has to push his way into them.
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20 Aug 2026
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lion & wolf by NeedlesslyEncrypted
Fandoms: EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums), The Odyssey - Homer
29 Jul 2026
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“Honestly, why are you so attached to my head? Not even letting the King take a piece. Greedy. I know my eyes are pretty and my tongue–” he paused, eyes flicking to regard the prince. “Is that what you’re after, little wolf? You like this body?” he suggested, spreading his legs wider.
Telemachus choked on his wine. “Don’t be crass! It's only your hands I care for.” He flushed. “Your swordhand! I mean, your skill in combat, of course.”
Antinous stilled, frowning. “You want me… to fight?”
Or: Telemachus saves Antinous from the slaughter of the suitors, demanding he teach him how to fight in return for protection from Odysseus' wrath. Along the way, he realizes the suitor is pretty. And a demigod.
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10 Aug 2026
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One missing arrow.
One mistake that led to a domino of events that not even gods could predict
Events, that put to the test telemachu's beliefs. That revealed much more than anyone wanted to show.
Unknown emotions. Confusing desires. An attachment that, in a cruel world, could be just as good as deadly.Or; A fic because we all need more bottom Antinous.
(colab fic AmySilver + KumaP)
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10 Aug 2026
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“I’ll teach you all the things you ought to know. I’ll build you into a figure no one can call pathetic. And, more than that,” her lips turned up into an almost sinister grin, “I’ll introduce you to the love you’ve never had.”
“Like…” Antinous squinted at her. “Like a matron goddess?”
In a world filled with people all assigned a perfect match, Antinous is an anomaly. He has no soulmate, and no future. Then he comes face to face with the love goddess Aphrodite, and everything changes.
He’s given the opportunity to court the queen of Ithaca herself. More than that, his forsaken soulmate is supposed to be in these castle walls. And, if he’s lucky, he can get that high-and-mighty prince out of his way once and for all.
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10 Aug 2026
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beyond expectations by svnwritten
Fandoms: EPIC - Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Albums), The Odyssey - Homer
25 Dec 2025
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Telemachus always looks at him with suspicion in his eyes, and Antinous likes it a lot.
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10 Aug 2026