killmesoftlyxx
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- Men's Hockey RPF (1)
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Gabe has never been the kind of omega who would go crazy about an alphas smell, he couldn’t understand that behaviour. Most alphas smelled bad to him, and the ones that didn’t also didn’t smell good enough for him to go crazy about it. Gabe didn’t shame the other omegas for that, no. On the contrary he envied them. It didn’t help that they judged him for being different. He wanted to have that too, wanted to feel the need to have his alphas clothes and smell all over his nest, to wear their hoodies while being out to feel the safety that comes with it.
All of it changed on a random Tuesday afternoon in Boston.
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I’ll mend your broken bones & make a home out of what’s left of you. by schaeflundszn
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF, National Hockey League RPF
09 Jun 2026
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Ryan left a year ago without looking back.
Aiden still hasn’t figured out how to forgive him for it.
But under the heat of a Cape Cod summer—between old wounds, lingering feelings, and too many things left unsaid—they’re forced to confront the one thing neither of them has ever truly escaped:
each other.
Series
- Part 3 of Through scars, hearts & bones.
- Part 5 of Silver breath, empty rinks & blurred lines,
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25 Sep 2026
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covered in the colors (pulled apart at the seams) by seaoceanbreeze
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
30 Aug 2026
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[it’s the soulmate au where you can’t see colors until you meet them]
what if your soulmate was on the opposite side of a gold medal game and what if you had no idea and what if you suddenly started seeing color for the first time during OT of that game?
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31 Aug 2026
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#PlayboyHollander and #LoverboyRozanov you will always be famous by Willtheartist
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Set after my previous fic "The Whole Time", can be read as a stand-alone but it will make more sense if you read that one first. Both are also set post The Long Game.
It's Ilya's turn for his own Wired Autocomplete Interview and, unlike Shane, he refuses to run his mouth... or that was the plan at least... whether he's successful or not, that's up for debate.
Including, once more: lots of teasing, lame jokes, cursing, viral tweets, trending hashtags and one exasperated Shane Hollander.
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- Part 2 of The Wired Saga
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- English
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16 Mar 2026
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they don’t know about the things we do (they don’t know about the ‘i love you’s) by BrekkersCane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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How social media reacts to Shane and Ilya’s attempts at a soft launch a.k.a. @realhollanov being the only one to pick up what they’re putting down and going insane because of it.
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5 times Shane and Ilya soft launched and the one time they hard launched (and the internet’s reactions)
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- 6/6
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15 Mar 2026
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MLH's Queer Conspiracy by totearup
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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Welcome to the secure chat room.
Chatting with 10 users.
You are user AU08Rozanov: I want to coordinate a mass coming out for a bunch of MLH players. If we all come out at once, no one has to be first.
Or, after his father's funeral Ilya decides to gather all the queer hockey players for a mass coming out.
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- English
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06 Mar 2026